As the days go by I get more and more worried. Things are changing so much. With all this upheaval I don't know where my life is going. So I focus on what I have, what I can do. I'll have a place to stay. I have God. I want to trust him. I have my writing. I can still do that. I'm still me no matter where I am.
I just miss my teammate. I wish things could go back to the way they were but I know that's not possible. So I have to deal with what comes. But this is my life. I have to try and shape it the way I want it. I can't be afraid to ask for what I need. No matter what happens though as long as I'm here I know God has me here for a reason so somehow it will be alright.