Ninari_9

I think change is very scary. I used to think I was quite independent and adaptable but I'm not. I don't like not being good at something so I just end up not doing it at all so I'm not able to improve myself. my fear of failure is dragging me down and swallowing me deep into a pit of failure. the thought of always having someone being better than me is excruciating, why cant i be the best something ? do i always have to have someone one up me ?
          	
          	anyway im going to pre-u end of this month woooooo 
          	been here from pre-teen to almost adult is crazy

Immortal_Scorpion

Immortal_Scorpion

@Ninari_9 Yes, thank you for reading (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)
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Ninari_9

@Immortal_Scorpion Hey! I just read until the end and omg i cant wait for more =>= . I
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Ninari_9

I think change is very scary. I used to think I was quite independent and adaptable but I'm not. I don't like not being good at something so I just end up not doing it at all so I'm not able to improve myself. my fear of failure is dragging me down and swallowing me deep into a pit of failure. the thought of always having someone being better than me is excruciating, why cant i be the best something ? do i always have to have someone one up me ?
          
          anyway im going to pre-u end of this month woooooo 
          been here from pre-teen to almost adult is crazy

Ninari_9

listen to Mingginyu if you like korean songs. its not kpopy style but for the ones who lurve slow songs and feel as if you're submerged into water or living in a cottage in the middle of the forest. esp Spring day goes and Dear My All