NinesAnderson

Dude I'm boutaa ruin my life lmaoooo

jade_dragon_343

@NinesAnderson Ayoooo don't :( You can always DM me yk
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NinesAnderson

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Lmao
          Everytime I miss school my mom tells at me and threatens shit
          I cant take it
          Really
          I leave when I can, but I know she will bring me home angry. I think shes calling now. It's over for me. Jesus

smutty_bro110

Hey... I know you hate me but I’m always here for you... I miss you a lot, I miss you all..
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NinesAnderson

I have no one to turn to.
          No one to help me.

CamWillRamm

@NinesAnderson im here too
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Munchi2334

@NinesAnderson oh nuu, my dm's are always open if you wanna talk!! Crap, I hate that I didn't see this earlier, but again, I'm here for you if you need it! <3
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RallyWasHereOwO

@NinesAnderson although that may be the case, it doesn't have to be! i'm normally online alot (because i don't have a life outside of the internet) so we can talk if you ever want to, i don't mind if it's out of the blue either, the random-ness can be enjoyable! just know that i'm here for you, you don't have to fight a one-man battle anymore
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NinesAnderson

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A freak of nature 
          A mistake to humanity 
          Disgusting to ones self
          That's the cycle of me
          Never ending battle of
          "I'm tired" and "I'm okay"
          Lies and lies.
          Yes I'm tired
          Tired of living
          No I'm not okay
          I need help.
          I cannot get help for I dont seek it.
          I just need reassurance.
          And maybe then I wont hate myself so much
          But it's all an illusion
          No one gives a shit.
          So I'll just hid in my room
          In my bed
          Under the covers
          Blasting music with dry eyes.
          For I cannot cry no more.

Munchi2334

@NinesAnderson  M'kay, school has been sososo busy and I want to give you a giant hug(virtual unfortunately because of the pandemic... T^T)
            But I went through almost the same thing as you did, and I get it, it's hard sometimes... well I guess everyday is a struggle, everyday is a battle, but I know that you can get through it!! I know that you get through it! and I agree with almighty, we want you to be happy, to be safe, to know that we care, because we do. We're here even if you think we aren't. We have your back, and even when you feel like you're falling, we'll be there to catch you. I promise. <3
            If you want to talk, or even just randomly chat about anything, dm me(my dms are always open!!), and just know it's not going to be a bother nor will you dming me, be annoying(cause I know some people don't like to be dmed, but it's honestly the opposite for me xD)
            We're here for you!! <3 ^v^
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AlmightyWeeb

@NinesAnderson I'm so sorry that I couldn't respond to your other announcements! I was so busy-
            But still I've felt that way before, I've felt what you're feeling right now, and I just want to say... It's gonna be okay.
            You're amazing in every possible way, and I promise you, you're life will turn brighter soon! You can can try doing what makes you happy, you can sing, you can dance, or you could draw! We all care about your happiness and safety, and we will help you get through this. If you want any help or comforting, you can PM me anytime!
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NinesAnderson

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I want to kill myself
          Nothing's really stopping me
          But if I survive I'm fucked

smutty_bro110

Ryan, I’m really really sorry. You are such an amazing guy, and you are so perfect and I love you, you have so many people that love you, and if anything ever happened to you it would hurt us all a lot. Please please talk to me, or khota if you ever feel like that
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NinesAnderson

@Keithykeef420 I'm sorry.
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CamWillRamm

@NinesAnderson I may not be a friend to you Ryan, but your a friend to me. Sorry im late as well, but don't do this. You have so much to live for. Live your dream to join the army or be a police officer. Live for Maddy, Orianna, Khota, all your friends. Im sure if you told them your feelings they could help you get better. Vent to me if you need to man, im here for you.
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