i've erased my stories, ctrl - alt - delete. for many good causes.
you may find the note below in any chapter of all the books.
p.s. im tearing now. but i don't want to regret but the lump of regret grows, but i believe Allah to compensate me with something else. wa la saufa yutika rabbuka fa tarda. And your Lord is going to give you, and you will be satisfied.
"may peace and rewards be blessed to one who reads this, ameen.
my every book consisted of at least 12 published and 30 - 20 drafts parts. thousands....and thousands of words. all has been erased with a heavy yet proud heart of a niqabi, "I must do it, lest I become a reason for others to waste time reading storybooks, and not HOLY QUR'AN. lest i become the reason for my own ruin."
Khuda Gawah hai jo dil pe aj mere guzri, hazaar - lakh lafzoon ko delete karte hue. kabliyat dene wala bhi Woh Hi tha, aj ye himmat dene wala bhi Woh Hi hai.
in shaa Allah He - The Giver, The Lover, The One Who Compensates, will in shaa Allah Compensate me.
Beshak mere Wali Allah hai jis ne kitab nazil ki hai, aur Wahi Saliheen ka Wali hai.
in protest or against my act, you must interject that countless storybooks contain Islamic knowledge like mine too did. but it's not enough! because despite the lessons, you still look forward to romance!
the urge inside A READER as a human isn't suppressible because, despite any genre, readers are always in expectancy of a romance between non-mehrams or mehrams.
that still isn't the point! you as a MUSLIM aren'T permitted to enjoy other's haram romance or halal romance! in Islam secrets of love between spouses are not allowed to be disclosed, so how dare you! authors and readers who disgrace ISLAM and MUSLIMS by promoting haram content under pretexts of Muslim love stories, promoting haram content while also sharing ayahs of Qur'an. La usadaq!
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