Nirvaya

Hey there! It's been such a long time since I last wrote anything on this.. I do have lot of regrets and tend to overthink a lot. So I am currently college student since I have read countless fan fictions and watch anime and read manga that I tend to jump  from one fandom to another. I also tend to lose interest as time goes by. I do have finals upcoming and  now my energy tends to drain more . So I do have issues related to everything else and tend to forget them but only they return to me whenever I am stressed or happy or doing something else. 
          	
          	I don't mean to brag but I do feel like I am going through deja vu and empty and sometimes feel like I am angry or hostile at people and also wishes to be someone else entirely( that thought is kind of wrong ) . I do struggle on what's going on and who I am? I did realised and forget to acknowledge that I have hurt others and they hurt me. So I have been told that don't focus on past and forget it. But I can't forget those memories where both people and I have hurt each other. It's not something else but I have literally become hostile, bitter and airhead. It did completely changed dynamics and situation where I do become close and kinda cut off all bonds just because of actions and overthinking. So I don't want any pity or sympathy towards me. This is kind of venting my heart out. I do also feel like my own shadow or self is mocking me and making negative comments. I do have habit of apologizing a lot even for minor event.My short attention span gets me in trouble numerous times and my brain respond very slowly .I do have tendency to laugh at random times and become crazy like but my personality does change and I am aware of that. I did ended up bragging. Whoops  My bad . My mindset keeps changing and making me aware of my mistakes and I kept repeating it until it affects me. 

Nirvaya

Hey there! It's been such a long time since I last wrote anything on this.. I do have lot of regrets and tend to overthink a lot. So I am currently college student since I have read countless fan fictions and watch anime and read manga that I tend to jump  from one fandom to another. I also tend to lose interest as time goes by. I do have finals upcoming and  now my energy tends to drain more . So I do have issues related to everything else and tend to forget them but only they return to me whenever I am stressed or happy or doing something else. 
          
          I don't mean to brag but I do feel like I am going through deja vu and empty and sometimes feel like I am angry or hostile at people and also wishes to be someone else entirely( that thought is kind of wrong ) . I do struggle on what's going on and who I am? I did realised and forget to acknowledge that I have hurt others and they hurt me. So I have been told that don't focus on past and forget it. But I can't forget those memories where both people and I have hurt each other. It's not something else but I have literally become hostile, bitter and airhead. It did completely changed dynamics and situation where I do become close and kinda cut off all bonds just because of actions and overthinking. So I don't want any pity or sympathy towards me. This is kind of venting my heart out. I do also feel like my own shadow or self is mocking me and making negative comments. I do have habit of apologizing a lot even for minor event.My short attention span gets me in trouble numerous times and my brain respond very slowly .I do have tendency to laugh at random times and become crazy like but my personality does change and I am aware of that. I did ended up bragging. Whoops  My bad . My mindset keeps changing and making me aware of my mistakes and I kept repeating it until it affects me. 

Nirvaya

Any one plz give me suggestion or commets on story that i wrote inside 07 -Ghost world . I need ideas. I will tell you that Alice 's clssmates resemble my classmates. Plz dont tell this to them or they will hunt me and chaze me upto no enter. They are naughty , troublemakers, arrogant , short tempeted , good, bad or whatever personatily . They help each other and have good heart . Our class is getting famous nowthese days . I heard from my classteacher. I hate Ganpati as he irrates me and annoy me upto no end. He is my classmate. I will tell you about incident that happen on 14 february 2015 in my class. During lunch time only 18 were present and rest 18 were absent. Mridul and other 7 boys wre going to washroom with waterbottle contains soft drink . They were punished . Yuck! Drinking in washroom. Now total is 34which total contain of 13 girls and 21 boys . Earlier it used to be 14 girls and 22 boys . I happy that Mridul left school .  My brain is getting damage due to giving exams . I hate exams.

Nirvaya

@Nirvaya I have just reread this and I can't believe that I actually write and how stupid I was at that time 
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Nirvaya

Hi~~~! Minaa san  . I cant live without anime. I love 07 - Ghost. My favourite character is Teito Klein . He is so cute and attractive. I hate Frau dolls and Lance. I started watching anime on animax when i was to enter 6 grade. I have read 07 ghost manga on app. Plz tell me where i will see Fraus childhood on which website.  I love dangerous, hot, attractive and cute guys. I love Goku from dragon ballz but i hate Freeza and his family and other villans. I also love Black Hawks , Castor , Labardor , Hakuren , Ranma, Gohan , Trunks , Razzete, Goten and may more. My dream is to travel around world and discover new things . I hate terrorist.