I don’t even know what to feel today. I’m supposed to be happy coz it’s my birthday; but at the same time, I feel like something inside me just broke.
The WP account of my favorite author, “biisool,” can’t be recovered anymore… and it hurts more than I expected.
I’m literally crying in the middle of the night right now. Hindi ako makatulog. My chest feels so heavy, like I lost something I can never get back. Her stories… those masterpieces… they saved me during my loneliest, darkest days back in high school and senior high. When I felt like I had no one, her words were there. They became my comfort, my escape, my safe place.
And now… it’s all gone. Just like that.
I don’t know how to explain this kind of pain. It feels like losing a part of my past, a part of me that held on because of those stories. I keep thinking about all the lines I loved, all the moments that made me feel seen… and now I can’t even go back to them anymore.
Sissy Biisool, I really hope one day your account will be recovered. I hope your stories will live again, because they meant so much—not just to me, but to people who found comfort in them.
That account was my safe haven. And now it’s gone.
I’m so heartbroken. I can’t sleep. I keep staring at nothing, trying to process everything, but I just can’t.
Hindi pa tapos yung story nila Ville at Rocket… and that hurts the most
