Nixsy

These hands had to let it go free, and
          This love came back to me

I, I loved you in spite of
          Deep fears that the world would divide us
          So, baby, can we dance
          Oh, through an avalanche?
          And say, say that we got it
          I'm a mess, but I'm the mess that you wanted
          Oh, 'cause it's gravity
          Oh, keeping you with me
          

Nothing hurts more than the words left unsaid. Because somewhen in the future you knew you'd regret it the most. All the questions with no answers. To be forgotten or haunted. 

Come wake me, wake me up
          This rollercoaster dream
          Rides me down and up
          Come and wipe my blood when
          It’s running down my neck,
          And I’ll watch your back,
          Just call out at my name
          

Hey, what if I took your call as more than just a call?
          As writing on the walls?
          You built this cage
          Lost color in my face, you're fair and I'm insane
          Hallucination, shame, guilt, pain, more pain
          

You shit-talked me under the table, talking rings and talking cradles
          I wish I could un-recall how we almost had it all
          Dancing phantoms on the terrace, are they second-hand embarrassed
          That I can't get out of bed 'cause something counterfeit's dead?
          It was legendary
          It was momentary
          It was unnecessary, should've let it stay buried
          
          Oh, what a valiant roar
          What a bland goodbye
          The coward claimed he was a lion
          I'm combing through the braids of lies
          "I'll never leave"
          "Never mind"
          Our field of dreams, engulfed in fire
          Your arson's match, your somber eyes
          And I'll still see it until I die
          You're the loss of my life
          

To be with someone who wakes you up every day. It's beautiful. 

Turn around, look at what you see
          In her face, the mirror of your dreams
          Make-believe I'm everywhere
          Given in the light
          Written on the pages is
          The answer to our never-ending story
          
          Ahhhh~~~~
          
          DEM I AM SO IN LURVE WITH STRANGER THINGS SERIES-- I'D PROLLY GO ON TALKING ABOUT IT FOR YEARS

My almost forever
          

I can't explain the way that I left for the moon
          Your tears like rain
          Emotions that ran from the truth
          And every day that I wish that I could have been new
          I found myself in everything when I met you