Nixs_A-zy

I can't tell you why
          But something inside is dancing with fire
          Eyes lit like the sky, turned tears into diamonds
          Got good at goodbyes
          
          Just know that I will find my way from you
          Like flowers from a tomb while you decide who you are
          And I can see right through, ooh, like shadows on the moon
          And it's all bad news
          

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But my head is full of poison
          And my heart is full of doubt
          I got toxins in my bloodstream
          You tried hard to suck 'em out
          And it feels like medication
          And it's good for me, I'm sure
          But it don't matter how your love feels anymore
          It'll never be the cure
          It'll never be the cure
          

These hands had to let it go free, and
          This love came back to me

I, I loved you in spite of
          Deep fears that the world would divide us
          So, baby, can we dance
          Oh, through an avalanche?
          And say, say that we got it
          I'm a mess, but I'm the mess that you wanted
          Oh, 'cause it's gravity
          Oh, keeping you with me
          

Nothing hurts more than the words left unsaid. Because somewhen in the future you knew you'd regret it the most. All the questions with no answers. To be forgotten or haunted. 

Come wake me, wake me up
          This rollercoaster dream
          Rides me down and up
          Come and wipe my blood when
          It’s running down my neck,
          And I’ll watch your back,
          Just call out at my name
          

Hey, what if I took your call as more than just a call?
          As writing on the walls?
          You built this cage
          Lost color in my face, you're fair and I'm insane
          Hallucination, shame, guilt, pain, more pain
          

You shit-talked me under the table, talking rings and talking cradles
          I wish I could un-recall how we almost had it all
          Dancing phantoms on the terrace, are they second-hand embarrassed
          That I can't get out of bed 'cause something counterfeit's dead?
          It was legendary
          It was momentary
          It was unnecessary, should've let it stay buried
          
          Oh, what a valiant roar
          What a bland goodbye
          The coward claimed he was a lion
          I'm combing through the braids of lies
          "I'll never leave"
          "Never mind"
          Our field of dreams, engulfed in fire
          Your arson's match, your somber eyes
          And I'll still see it until I die
          You're the loss of my life