V o i d e d

Update.
          
          I didn't go through with it, I couldn't leave the ones I love like my friends and some of my family members and my cats and dog.
          
          I'm alive but I am taking a break on wattpad and quotev, I don't know how long I'll be taking a break.
          
          But I will be working on some of my stories that haven't been released yet.
          
          
          Love,
          V o i d e d.

I'm done, I've been fighting for as long as I can but I can't do it anymore. The abuse I've been taking from my family its all to much for me I don't want to go but its not safe for me anymore. I'm afraid this is the last you guys will ever hear from me again, I love you guys and I'll miss you guys. I'm going to wait till their all asleep and then I'll be gone. I'm sorry I wish I could've finished all my stories but then again I guess they're just like me unfinished stories and an unfinished life.
          
          Love,
          Voided.

I'm so sad, As I think one of my best friends is ignoring me as I've told them I won't be able to be in school for their birthday as I'm going into online schooling (also wasn't my choice to go into online school) and they haven't been replying to any of my texts. 

I am so sad, I just went to write a chapter of a new book I'm working on and I went back to the first chapter and I had written over 2,200+ words on it and half of it is gone and it only has 755 words now. So now I have to rewrite half of it, half of my work is gone and wasted. :<