NjoyingBeingAGirl

this is so crazy, but let's do this. 
          	
          	hi peeps. guess what? i'm married now. WOAH, right? yeah, i can't believe it myself either. 
          	
          	what's even more crazier is the fact that i'm married to the guy i had a silly little crush on when i was a kid. and then i grew up, and my feelings for him returned, almost like they'd never left in the first place. except for the fact that this second wave of feelings almost knocked me off my feet. they were that intense. and so, because i believed i could never have him, i needed to somehow move on from him, and the only way i could process that was to write. so, yeah. he's the reason why i got into poetry. into writing, in fact. he was my muse back then, and now he's my forever. and ever. in fact, the majority of my poems published on wattpad are written about him.
          	
          	i just needed to put this out there into the universe. so that anyone reading this, if you've lost your hope, just hold on. the universe works in mysterious ways to get you to find what you need, and each and every one of those ways is beautiful. your time will come. the struggle, the journey, the tears, the heartbreak, it'll all be worth it.

NjoyingBeingAGirl

-ineffablyflawsome WAIT WHAT LILLYYY SO THAT MEANS WE GOT MARRIED IN THE SAME YEAR??? Can you believe that??? We wouldn't have even imagined in back in those days. I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU TOO!! MABROOK GIRLIE!!! May this chapter of your life brings you immense immenseeee joy and happiness, Aameen!!!
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-ineffablyflawsome

@NjoyingBeingAGirl MUSHIIII IM SK HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! (I got married too last year can you believe it )
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NjoyingBeingAGirl

trust me, I'm experiencing it right now. because i never thought i'd experience a love that was so calm and so full of understanding that it was like truly meeting the other part of my soul. a love where i never have to second guess his feelings or wonder what he's thinking because he constantly reassures me, and he never, ever lets me doubt anything. it's simple, really. he loves me, and i know it. and that's that.
          	  
          	  anyway, the point of me writing this down is . . just yeah. live your lives, guys. stop trying to put yourselves down, and stop being your worst enemy. one day, somewhere far in the future, you'll only look back at these times with regret, wondering about all the time you had that you only spent hating on yourself when deep down, even at this very moment, you know that you deserve kindness. so give it to yourself. be your own friend.
          	  
          	  and live your life to the fullest. <3
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NjoyingBeingAGirl

this is so crazy, but let's do this. 
          
          hi peeps. guess what? i'm married now. WOAH, right? yeah, i can't believe it myself either. 
          
          what's even more crazier is the fact that i'm married to the guy i had a silly little crush on when i was a kid. and then i grew up, and my feelings for him returned, almost like they'd never left in the first place. except for the fact that this second wave of feelings almost knocked me off my feet. they were that intense. and so, because i believed i could never have him, i needed to somehow move on from him, and the only way i could process that was to write. so, yeah. he's the reason why i got into poetry. into writing, in fact. he was my muse back then, and now he's my forever. and ever. in fact, the majority of my poems published on wattpad are written about him.
          
          i just needed to put this out there into the universe. so that anyone reading this, if you've lost your hope, just hold on. the universe works in mysterious ways to get you to find what you need, and each and every one of those ways is beautiful. your time will come. the struggle, the journey, the tears, the heartbreak, it'll all be worth it.

NjoyingBeingAGirl

-ineffablyflawsome WAIT WHAT LILLYYY SO THAT MEANS WE GOT MARRIED IN THE SAME YEAR??? Can you believe that??? We wouldn't have even imagined in back in those days. I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU TOO!! MABROOK GIRLIE!!! May this chapter of your life brings you immense immenseeee joy and happiness, Aameen!!!
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-ineffablyflawsome

@NjoyingBeingAGirl MUSHIIII IM SK HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! (I got married too last year can you believe it )
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NjoyingBeingAGirl

trust me, I'm experiencing it right now. because i never thought i'd experience a love that was so calm and so full of understanding that it was like truly meeting the other part of my soul. a love where i never have to second guess his feelings or wonder what he's thinking because he constantly reassures me, and he never, ever lets me doubt anything. it's simple, really. he loves me, and i know it. and that's that.
            
            anyway, the point of me writing this down is . . just yeah. live your lives, guys. stop trying to put yourselves down, and stop being your worst enemy. one day, somewhere far in the future, you'll only look back at these times with regret, wondering about all the time you had that you only spent hating on yourself when deep down, even at this very moment, you know that you deserve kindness. so give it to yourself. be your own friend.
            
            and live your life to the fullest. <3
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NjoyingBeingAGirl

oh boy. what do we have here? oh right. a graveyard of memories.
          
          i (un)sincerely apologize for being so dramatic, but hi peeps. i hope you’re alive. i hope you’re keeping yourself hydrated. and oh yes. remember to check your basement always.
          
          toodles. <3

-ineffablyflawsome

@NjoyingBeingAGirl you’re so cute <3
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NjoyingBeingAGirl

hi. hello. it’s been a whiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiileeeee (not sure why i dragged that word out, but um anyway).
          
          are people still active here? i see you jillybean (@zenincity), but i think everyone else pretty much has only left their memories behind. 
          
          anyway, this year in october, it’ll be ten years since i joined wattpad. it’s weird. i still remember that day like the back of my hand. i’d been looking up fanfiction of my 13 year old self’s fictional obsession.
          
          now i’m 23, living in my fantasy . . .
          
          okay, i just wanted to know how everyone’s been doing. i hope everyone’s okay. it’s been a week of 2023 already, but my mind still is somewhere in 2018.
          
          alrighty, i’ll stop pestering you now. if anyone’s even reading this.
          
          buh bye!

NjoyingBeingAGirl

@gashinaxo how have you been???
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NjoyingBeingAGirl

@gashinaxo broooo of course I remember you!!
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NjoyingBeingAGirl

@bookwormSarah it's nice to see you here too. I'm also glad to see that you're still writing!
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