So I finally pushed myself to finish a book(I can barely write now without feeling uncomfortable as you can tell from my inactive and incomplete books) and it was— lo and behold—
Run Away by user -your insomnia-
That book has broken me so deeply that my chest still hurts 20 mins later and after bawling my eyes out for like the 2nd time— first being the very first chapter (day 0) where… well y’all have to read it. Mind you I took a few days break after breaking down in the first chapter because I couldn’t handle it (lol my weak ass… )but when I opened wattpad today it was already on the 2nd chapter so I decided to just brace myself through it.
It’s a book that really… hits close to home. In both good and bad ways. I’m just glad to still be here ranting about how I felt after reading it. Warning though, if you’re in an unstable state and you decide to read it (like i did, thinking ah it’s fine it’s just a fic on Heeseung) you’d probably be reconsidering life at that point I just didn’t imagine that it would trigger me so much and stick in my mind for days..
Not to mention, the way it’s being written and the details that go into it is really well done. It really feels like you’re there, watching everything unfold as you sit there helplessly..
All in all, keep your loved ones close and check up on them from time to time. Even those who constantly seem happy on the surface. You never know what someone is going through so just be kind to one another. The world is already a mess as it is but to be gone one day and be one of those who DIDN’T make someone else’s life harder is good. At least in my book.
Till then…
