NoKens45

Quick update!!
          	
          	I have recently found myself lacking motivations to do... literally anything. I swear I'm not like depressed or anything like that, idk what exactly it is... I'm still trying to figure it out but I am happy and am working hard to remain healthy and actually do stuff during the day.  That being said: I am having a hard time sitting down and writing out my idea's since even if I want to write, and believe me; I do want to write more, for some reason I just don't feel like it. I know it's odd to say that I don't feel like doing something that I want to do, but that seems to be the theme for me as of late. Do not worry though, everyone goes through phases and with recent big changes in my life I suspect these feelings will all pass as I come to terms with a new schedule, new ideas and new people that are being introduced to me.
          	
          	On a more positive note a couple of days ago was my 20th birthday! YAY I got to have dinner with my family and boyfriend which was all very fun. :D Hope everyone who reads this has a nice day, I will get back to writing again soon, good bye. :)

NoKens45

Quick update!!
          
          I have recently found myself lacking motivations to do... literally anything. I swear I'm not like depressed or anything like that, idk what exactly it is... I'm still trying to figure it out but I am happy and am working hard to remain healthy and actually do stuff during the day.  That being said: I am having a hard time sitting down and writing out my idea's since even if I want to write, and believe me; I do want to write more, for some reason I just don't feel like it. I know it's odd to say that I don't feel like doing something that I want to do, but that seems to be the theme for me as of late. Do not worry though, everyone goes through phases and with recent big changes in my life I suspect these feelings will all pass as I come to terms with a new schedule, new ideas and new people that are being introduced to me.
          
          On a more positive note a couple of days ago was my 20th birthday! YAY I got to have dinner with my family and boyfriend which was all very fun. :D Hope everyone who reads this has a nice day, I will get back to writing again soon, good bye. :)

NoKens45

Howdy! I just wanted to give an explanation on why it’s been taking awhile for me to update my stories!
          I am actually working on building my own company and am still working on getting my schooling done, I only have to pass one math test then I’ll be able to apply to college! Due to dyscalculia I am struggling big time with my math but I don’t want that holding me back or keeping me from doing what I really want in this world, so as you can probably imagine I am spending a lot of time with that.
          All of that was going on before I started writing my Hetalia fanfiction; which I am very proud of and still very into but the main fuel for them is me hyper fixating on Hetalia. I tend to think so much about it that I eventually had to get the ideas out of my head and that’s why I started writing fanfics in my free time. Recently however I found myself hyper fixating on Hazbin Hotel instead since it has recently been released and I am all excited about that. (I am loving the show by the way! LOL)
          I am aware it is most definitely a phase that will pass before I loop back around to Hetalia because that has happened multiple times but since I am spending less time thinking about Hetalia and the fanfics I have made so far I have found myself lacking the inspiration or interest required to write these stories. I am going to continue working on them but as you have most likely noticed chapters have slowed down. I don’t want anyone worrying that I have forgotten about the stories I have written here or that they will no longer be worked on!
          They are not abandoned and will continue, it’s just taking me a bit more time and energy to actually sit down and write them. Sorry about taking a while! Hopefully in the future I can be just a bit more consistent. I hope you all have a blessed day/night!
          ~This was written at 1AM and I am now going to go eat a reese's cup and pass out OOOooo