My boyfriend said Iām a good writer and asked me why I donāt write anymore, well I canāt, when I do I wanna bounce ideas off someone I was really close with, someone I wrote everyday with for four years. We should have never crossed the line of friendship and feelings of love. I wish we could just be friends and not get jealous of things weāre doing, we both did that and it sucked. I would be happy to be writing partners again and just be friends while we both live our lives to the fullest, and causally write together and talk about our favorite things because we had a lot in common. Sometimes you come up in my mind, itās been almost two years since we talked. I do miss writing, but I have no passion for it anymore, it doesnāt make me happy anymore....maybe one day Iāll come back, but for now Iām gonna focus on college and work.