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I haven't visited in so long...

new-new idea
          
          I have 38 stories, abundant with around 200 OC's (ignore the mass amount, that's not the point)
          
          so, what's my idea? make a one-shot (y/n) book that will have different scenarios for each different story. there's probably gonna be some repetitive-ness, but I could care less
          
          I like the idea a lot, but I'm not sure if I have enough motivation to do so :/
          
          oh well, I'll decide at some point-

I want to fill out this section in my new sketchbook, but I can't seem to put my phone down to actually pick up my pencil and draw-

I've been writing in my google docs like a fucking maniac, afzhgxjsnshshshsh
          
          so, it seems I do have morivation to write instead of draw. not what I wanted, but it does help give ideas to what I should draw when I get the inspiration

god, I really want motivation to draw right now, but I can't seem to get it
          
          the only motivation I have is for writing, but I can already feel it be drained from my body the more a day passes
          
          whatevs, I'll work it out soon

I'm getting bored by the day, lol
          
          I'm pretty sure I can continue writing, but I haven't been able to get any motivation the past days
          
          well, I don't care, I guess. I'll try to do something

as much as the connection between "Nessa" and "Lily" to Undertale is no longer there anymore, it's so great to think about it and the memories associated
          
          also, it gives me an excuse to come up with some crazy shit that otherwise wouldn't make sense if I had thought about when I was younger
          
          yes, I had just thought about a better connection for the two and the game that still fits with the Undertale, but I will keep my thoughts quite for now
          
          anyways, yeah, I'm pretty bored now, lmao

currently ignoring class now, lmao
          
          I'm writing about "Nessa" and I think it's a good look into her new character with my current ideas too
          
          I'm quite unsure about a lot of things though, and I'm growing rather bored, but that isn't new
          
          but yeah, whatever for now

looking back at the old drawings in the art book is so nostalgic, haha
          
          especially considering my current ideas with "Nessa" and "Lily" (I put them in quotations cause their names have changed since) but I'm a little unsure if people are interested in seeing them
          
          also, I have done more OC's. like, WAY more, I have 200+ now, so it's a lot lol
          
          but, yeah, just me rambling now

ok, what if I upload my little snippets of short stories?
          
          it's basically just a conversation or something between some OC's, but it honestly is fun to write about them from time to time to ignore school
          
          I might upload them in a small new book dedicated for then, but, again, I'll have to think about it through