@NoOne1O1
I missed writing shit here. Im 27 next year. That's also a shit age
I wished someone could love me unconditionally, more than I love them. But I know it's impossible. People get close to me when they have nobody. It sad but it's true. When they found someone new, they throw you away I'm always the last choice. In fact, I could smell it all the way, but refused to acknowledge it yet. Well, I love to be in heartbroken state. Careless, mindless, lifeless
But what can i say, love can't be force, even when you want it so bad. If it doesn't belong to you, it will never be. Learn to accept that. The reason why I should stay away from anyone. Being near people makes me happy but sad at the same time. Because I know they can't love me as I do. #merepekjap
Just finished watching Twilight series. It was a dare from a friend because she thought I could never finished one movie
My fav part is the fighting scene in Alice vision. Too bad it didn't happen. That's all.
Move on seems to be the hardest thing to do. If you got quickest way, please do tell me.
@NoOne1O1 I believe you'll get better eventually and fully healed from the invisible wound and you'll be the happiest person on earth :) Time heals, nature releases the burden :) You're most welcome :)
@LostAndFoundAlready thank you for the kind words :) I guess time heals everything and I'm trying everyday, to be better for myself :)
@NoOne1O1 forgive yourself from whatever your mind is trying to get to you, accept the fate, forgive the past, love yourself more and you'll be alright -at least you're trying :) Have faith in you! :)
I know I'm always be your last choice even when I'm the first to reply to your text.
That's how pathetic I am. That's how unimportant I am.
I need to use this new disease ( covid19 ) to stay away from you. Self quarantine from anyone who could possibly hurt me like you.
2020
Maybe I don't deserve to be in a relationship. I know I'm not good enough for anyone. I know I'm not good with words. I shouldn't say yes that time, now they couldn't find less hurting words to end everything.
Mencari-cari masa...
Lamanya lagi 13 April. Dua tahun sudah tunggu GOT ni. Hahahaha
Library semak :P
Terlampau byk add story, tapi nda rajin baca.
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