Ye I do that all the time.. Tbh I have rly bad trust issues and I always feel scared to even say anything, even to a friend, cause I’m scared that something I might say might offend someone or they might use that as an insult against me. And I def have felt like that one person who basically was the only person who existed in my world would go away… guess my instincts were right… :(((. Ye I should prolly stop ranting on