My dumb dumb brains has decided if I wanna drink water in need to drink it in a red water bottle, nothing else. Anyways, happy pride month everyone and I'm still think on how I wanna kill off Ceasar
I haven't written in months but I am currently in a bad mental state. It's getting harder and harder for me to remember or do anything on my own. I can barely speak in full correct sentences now. School is almost starting and I can't really know between reality or my hallucinations anymore. I am really scared
@LittleDaffy It's ok I'm sure everything will get better, just hang on for a bit more
Life will surely turn better •w•
Do hope you get treatment soon for your wellbeing :)
In full on honesty if you go to a village or stay at a Malaysian relatives house down be surprise there are alot of shirtless men. I'm already pretty much used to it
TW: Suicide mentioned
I'm back to writing again and have you ever read Malaysian folk lore for children? "Batu Belah Batu Bertangkup" was literally about a mother who committed suicide cause she didn't get to eat fish eggs.
So, my parents ask me why I am scared and that they will protect me. Mind you they have almost killed me 3 times because they think they are not careless. Heck, my dad literally dropped me as a baby but they still think they are good at protecting me