NoSelfExpression
(PART 1) hey! I just wanted to say a few things regarding my absence and why I’m coming back, so here: I first joined the countryhuman fandom in August 2019 and I left around June 2020… and holy sh*t. I was only in this fandom for about 10 months with is crazy for me because once I’m in a fandom I've always stayed for 2 years+ and it feels like I was only in it for 3 months! Honestly, the reason I didn’t stay long is because I fell out quick, and I had far too many encounters with toxic people who hated the countryhuman fandom, which made me not want to fight to stay in the fandom when I was starting to fall out and lose interest. Those encounters I had, the things people said to me, it made me embarrassed to tell my friends that I was in the fandom, I was scared that they would all hate me. I’m not worried about things like that anymore, I know now that if a friend of mine constantly hates on me for something I enjoy, something that makes me happy, they aren’t real friends.
NoSelfExpression
(Part 2) The actual point of this message is to tell you guys that Im coming back to the countryhuman fandom. I had actually logged back into this account in October 2020 just to see how everyone was doing and to see how many people were still writing fanfics and I found my own fanfics and edited them a bit, then forgot about them, again :,)! Recently in the beginning of January 2022 I ended up re-logging into my old google account and found my old google doc fanfics, and as I re-read them for the first time in a year, I remembered how much fun I had reading and writing countryhuman fanfics. And one of them has a whole a$$ plot that I wrote, like from beginning to end.
NoSelfExpression
(Part 3) So i’ve decided that i’m going to finish writing it, because my writing skills are a lot better than they were back then, even though I have a lot more room to grow and a lot of things to learn about writing! I figured it would be fun to try and finish it, even though Im not promising I will, especially not quickly because i’m actually very behind in my studies because of the terrible C19 and quarantines that won’t leave me alone. So wish me luck on finishing them, and I hope you enjoy them!