Yelena Belova

For some unknown reason I still have nearly 150 followers despite the fact that I'm following exactly 8 people; one of which is my gf and the other of which is my alt acc. I'm pretty sure it's cause no one checks their notifs anymore but whatever ihnfltg... 
          
          On an entirely separate note I've been on Wattpad when since I was ten, I'm turning 15 soon, and despite the fact that that's the age I told y'all I was when I got here, I'm only just turning it soon, exiting ig... but anyway I've been on Wattpad through discovering what sex is, and realizing I'm bi/ace, and like sooooooo many different hyper-fixations, so many fandoms and thousands of fics millions of hours of reading, the very brief time I thought I could be a writer and like 10 accounts, Wattpad still thinks I'm new here. Like ik I just got the app, but this isn't my first week here, don't give me a list of things to do!!!  

Ao3 is down, I'm returning to my roots...

Hey y'all, really sorry about this but I'm gonna be unfollowing everyone. I'm not here for the social media portion anymore and the notifications are getting annoying. 
          
          I'll still follow a few old friends so if you have reason to believe I should follow you just reply here ig...

You know, as much of a fuking bitch as I am, I would never abandon someone with no explanation. I was friends with A for waaaaaaaaaaay longer than we were with B I introduced them. Now, friend B is mad at me (w/ no explanation) and has gotten friend A to ignore me. And this fucking hurts. I can't text b/c I don't want them to have “evidence” of it and twist it to make me look like the bad guy but I don't have any way to talk to A otherwise. I was expecting a little more loyalty from someone who ranted so much about toxic friends...

Hey babes 

Hey, y'all! I'm back!! Happy belated Hufflepuff pride day & first day of spring!

Trigger Warning 
          
          
          
          I want to die. Anyway, so I was joking with my friends telling them about how I haven't eaten since dinner last night (it was far past lunch), and my friend just yells at me that it was not funny and some people have eating disorders and some people don't have the money to afford food. Yeah, no fucking shit Sherlock. I have told this girl how poor I am and that sometimes we can't afford food! And I'm not mocking those with eating disorders. I'm sharing, in the only way I feel comfortable, that I'm unhealthy and am having eating issues! Honestly!

So I’m in journalism class right now and the group that I have dubbed ‘The Chaos Group’ are planning their next project, a video. Here are some overheard snippets:
          It's like a Christmas carol but about journalism!!! 
          *to the teacher* YOU CAN BE THE GHOST OF JOURNALISM PAST!!
          And then Joe Biden flatlines
          I'm Thomas Jefferson, you may know me from the construction.
          And then Joe Biden hands him a flask of Lacroix 
          
          That's just like half of them but still...

So I was looking though my notifications because I’ve kinda stoped reading announcements and that made me depressed (long long story) anyway so I got to all of the “The Queen died” shit and one thing I saw a lot of was the “we outlived the queen” which makes me really fucking sad because that was really the purpose of my life and like I really have nothing to live anymore and I mean I’m a fucking coward so I’m not gonna be killing myself anytime soon but like, shit.

My principle just said “give yourself a permission to not be on your phone” and I’m like bitch you got it wrong I don’t want to “give myself permission to learn” I’m giving myself permission to ignore your stupid rules because this shit is stupid.