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That moment you want to curl up and die, but your College keeps sending you emails that you HAVE yo respond to because you can't just go into college.
          
          Anyway, lifes hard, I am struggling. Yesterday was my birthday, so thanks god for the shitshow that is my life

Getting back into writing then you hit that one scene that you really don't want to write cause it always make you feel out of your comfort zone and you're worried you'll ruin it all

Me:Yeah, I don't DO action scenes!
          Someone:But you like to write hero stories!
          Me:Ironic, isn't it?

Just posted a story idea for an Apocolyptic world, it's not really an AU idea, but it could EASILY be turned into one, but it's something I came up with while watching clips of burrows end so warning, a little crazy.

I once read a fic where Schlatt could draw really well and ever since I've kept it as a random unexplored headcannon of mine.

You know what writers need???
          An app that simulates how injuries would heal over time and any side effects they'd experience so that we can make these advanced injuries actually realisitic!
          
          What are people like me, who write about people with extensive spinal scars, supposed to do when trying to write a stoey and theres nothing on the specific injurys we're writing about!
          
          Come on man!
          
          All I have is:
          Big scar on back. Died cause bad. Was revived cause yay. Proceeds to be unable to sleep on back. Has back pain. Doesn't like pressure on back.
          
          WHAT MORE SHOULD I DO?!
          
          Thank you for comming to my Ted talk.

I used to write chapters to 1,000 words and say "thats enough for today"
          Today I'm stairing at a page which hasn't even gotten off the first scene and yet I'm all ready at 2,000+ words and all I can do is scream because HOW?!

When you're trying to flesh out a Characters backstory and family history and accidentally make their grandma 69 years old.
          
          On anouther note, finally figured out the names/ages and birthdays of the Schlatt family.
          
          Esmeralda Schlatt, Grandmother-May 12/1955
          
          Raymond Schlatt, their father-December 16/1975
          Ethelia Schlatt, their mother-April 27/1981
          Puffy Schlatt, eldest kid-19/10/1999
          Johnathan Schlatt, eldest son-10/10/2001
          Toby Schlatt, youngest child-23/12/2007
          
          Stephen Schlatt, Uncle-December 16/1983
          Patricia Schlatt, Aunt-June 28/1985
          Clay Schlatt, Cousin-12/8/2001(Dream)
          Alice Schlatt, younger Cousin-26/1/2009 (Drista)
          
          Esmeralda-69
          Puffy-25
          Schlatt-23
          Dream-23
          Tubbo-17
          Drista-15
          
          Comment-
          Dreams family is entirely alive. Puffys parents are not. Most the family strayed from the kids after the death of their grandfather and parents, only keeping the family name to keep the privalege of a pink haired family member(Esmeralda).
          Esmeralda took in her grandkids when Toby was 5. Her yongest son and his family stayed quite close after the death of her eldest to take care of the family business till Schlatt was old enough to take it over as was stated in his fathers will.
          
          :)

In my stardew valley farm I have a bunch of pigs now. I've had the money for ages so I don't know why I put it off for so long. I've litterally seen more farms with Pigs than Cows at this point so I don't even know why I chose Cows first
          
          Currently winter in game, but I can't wait for spring where I'll be able to let my little piggies go truffle searching for me
          
          Honwstly been feeling better and getting back into the fic I'm writing. Tho as it's a rewrite I have been taking a few shortcuts

Sorry for not immidiatly speaking after reading Wilburs response, my brain is very clear yet so fuzzy. It's a bit weird to explain. I read through Wilburs response and it was very much talking about how he's been trying to change since it happened and it just left me numb I guess?
          
          I have a very difficult time understanding situations like this and reading things like this so I'm probably going to have someone break it down for me who has no involvement or understanding of this case just to get a good idea on where I should stand with my platforms going forward.
          
          Ofc, I feel awful for shelby and I wish her the best, but as I've warned before I see online personas as a characters to be used for story telling purposes. Continueing to use him is not me supporting to CC it's me using a Character to move a story along. You may, however, see me use his Character a lot less.