I have no chill

Yeah, I haven't updated What A Beautiful Wedding because I took a break from all the sorrow and death I've written lmao
          I've been writing some (kinda) soft ryden in my drafts and I'm probably not publishing it unless I see it fit. 
          
          So yeah, I'm gonna start continuing WABW soon and no one probably cares why do I bother have fun yay oh god please help us all 

I'm kind of having problems with my gender identity, and I dunno what I should really do.. 

I need friends... Like... Yeah... 

I wanted to go to bed, it's one in the morning. So I turned my music on and snuggled in my comforter, but yeah... Only a few seconds in On The Borderline just now keeps me more awake than ever. I love Thomas's voice. Sigh...