No_Username230

POV: I am reading a book and my most favorite character dies.
          

Dear followers,
          
                           Happy New Year and a late Happy Holidays! In my end, the fireworks have finally stopped and I'm back at my room writing this message 'End of Beginning' by Djo is playing on the background.
          
                           I want to write a hopeful message filled with how great this year was and ending it with a thank you to all of you... but I don't want to because doing that would be lying to myself. 
          
                                 For once, I'll be vulnerable. 
          
                           This year hasn't been the best for me. My 'Author's Thoughts' sections may make it look like I'm living a good life, but in reality, everytime I log off this app I go back to being **one hell of a mess who causes lots of problems and has no one to blame but himself.** I've snapped at people for bad reasons, ignored things, been lazy, failed expectations, lost friends... and done a lot more bad than good this year, if I'm being honest.
          
                           And you know what? I'm scared. Scared that I'm going into 2026 and finishing it as the same person I am right now or even worse. Scared that I'm seeing a lot of my friends and people my age being happy and more successful despite me honeslty being more privelaged. Scared that my abilities were never that good as I imagined. Scared that I might finally hurt someone for real. Scared that I might hurt myself... but...
          
          
                            There is no "but". I'm self-aware of my actions and the consequences they bring, yet I repeat doing it over and over. For what? My ego? For a few minutes of satisfaction? God, I'm starting to sound like Love is War Y/N, haha. 
          
                          2026 is here... and don't know what challenges this year is going to bring. I only hope I'll come out okay and look back this post in a year from now and smile... smile and laugh after coming out strong and finding out life isn't so hard.
          
                       
          
          

Sup man just to say happy Xmas

Hey dude I just discovered your SAO fic and binge read it all today

Since no is talking about it...
          
          HAPPY INTERNATIONAL MEN'S DAY!
          
          My guys, I wish all of you a good day today and know that I am proud of each and every single one of you. 
          
          Please, before the day ends, make sure all of you treat yourself to something nice and have and relax. You deserve that and everything nice.
          
          And when tomorrow eventually comes, I can't say it'll get any better, but I pray you succeed in overcoming your challenges and continue striving for the life you want.
          
          Now, do me a favor and go hug something, be happy, and of course...
          
          Keep your head up, love. 
          
          XX
          
          

My hands slipped and I accidentallt published the newest chapter of (FA)LT! when it wasn't finished yet.
          
          Bruhhhhh...

I'm investing some stocks in the anime 'The Executioner and Her Way of Life' solely because of that twist in the first episode. 
          
          Hopefully my investment (trash talk) pays off and it doesn't become bad!
          

@No_Username230 Monthly homie checkup, wassup?

Just realized that today marks the 10th year anniversary for One Direction's final concert. Now I'm sad again.

Happy Halloween