No_Username230

Dear followers,
          	
          	                 Happy New Year and a late Happy Holidays! In my end, the fireworks have finally stopped and I'm back at my room writing this message 'End of Beginning' by Djo is playing on the background.
          	
          	                 I want to write a hopeful message filled with how great this year was and ending it with a thank you to all of you... but I don't want to because doing that would be lying to myself. 
          	
          	                       For once, I'll be vulnerable. 
          	
          	                 This year hasn't been the best for me. My 'Author's Thoughts' sections may make it look like I'm living a good life, but in reality, everytime I log off this app I go back to being **one hell of a mess who causes lots of problems and has no one to blame but himself.** I've snapped at people for bad reasons, ignored things, been lazy, failed expectations, lost friends... and done a lot more bad than good this year, if I'm being honest.
          	
          	                 And you know what? I'm scared. Scared that I'm going into 2026 and finishing it as the same person I am right now or even worse. Scared that I'm seeing a lot of my friends and people my age being happy and more successful despite me honeslty being more privelaged. Scared that my abilities were never that good as I imagined. Scared that I might finally hurt someone for real. Scared that I might hurt myself... but...
          	
          	
          	                  There is no "but". I'm self-aware of my actions and the consequences they bring, yet I repeat doing it over and over. For what? My ego? For a few minutes of satisfaction? God, I'm starting to sound like Love is War Y/N, haha. 
          	
          	                2026 is here... and don't know what challenges this year is going to bring. I only hope I'll come out okay and look back this post in a year from now and smile... smile and laugh after coming out strong and finding out life isn't so hard.
          	
          	             
          	
          	

__bhashii__

@No_Username230 Thank you my man! I wish the Best too! 
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No_Username230

@__bhashii__  You and me will keep on moving, my brother. I wish you the best.
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__bhashii__

@No_Username230 @No_Username230 @No_Username230 I feel you man. This year's been nothing but a big pain in the Butt. We can do this man, let's turn this around and make sure we grow
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No_Username230

Dear followers,
          
                           Happy New Year and a late Happy Holidays! In my end, the fireworks have finally stopped and I'm back at my room writing this message 'End of Beginning' by Djo is playing on the background.
          
                           I want to write a hopeful message filled with how great this year was and ending it with a thank you to all of you... but I don't want to because doing that would be lying to myself. 
          
                                 For once, I'll be vulnerable. 
          
                           This year hasn't been the best for me. My 'Author's Thoughts' sections may make it look like I'm living a good life, but in reality, everytime I log off this app I go back to being **one hell of a mess who causes lots of problems and has no one to blame but himself.** I've snapped at people for bad reasons, ignored things, been lazy, failed expectations, lost friends... and done a lot more bad than good this year, if I'm being honest.
          
                           And you know what? I'm scared. Scared that I'm going into 2026 and finishing it as the same person I am right now or even worse. Scared that I'm seeing a lot of my friends and people my age being happy and more successful despite me honeslty being more privelaged. Scared that my abilities were never that good as I imagined. Scared that I might finally hurt someone for real. Scared that I might hurt myself... but...
          
          
                            There is no "but". I'm self-aware of my actions and the consequences they bring, yet I repeat doing it over and over. For what? My ego? For a few minutes of satisfaction? God, I'm starting to sound like Love is War Y/N, haha. 
          
                          2026 is here... and don't know what challenges this year is going to bring. I only hope I'll come out okay and look back this post in a year from now and smile... smile and laugh after coming out strong and finding out life isn't so hard.
          
                       
          
          

__bhashii__

@No_Username230 Thank you my man! I wish the Best too! 
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No_Username230

@__bhashii__  You and me will keep on moving, my brother. I wish you the best.
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__bhashii__

@No_Username230 @No_Username230 @No_Username230 I feel you man. This year's been nothing but a big pain in the Butt. We can do this man, let's turn this around and make sure we grow
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No_Username230

Since no is talking about it...
          
          HAPPY INTERNATIONAL MEN'S DAY!
          
          My guys, I wish all of you a good day today and know that I am proud of each and every single one of you. 
          
          Please, before the day ends, make sure all of you treat yourself to something nice and have and relax. You deserve that and everything nice.
          
          And when tomorrow eventually comes, I can't say it'll get any better, but I pray you succeed in overcoming your challenges and continue striving for the life you want.
          
          Now, do me a favor and go hug something, be happy, and of course...
          
          Keep your head up, love. 
          
          XX
          
          

__bhashii__

@No_Username230 Nah! Not in the least. It's all good tho, Nothin I can't handle! 
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Akio538

@No_Username230 yeah nah, we know those things are never gonna happen but at least nico is gone 
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No_Username230

@Akio538 Yeah, here. *hugs*
            
            I was really betting on AD to stay healthy and D'Lo to return to Lakers form, too.
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No_Username230

I'm investing some stocks in the anime 'The Executioner and Her Way of Life' solely because of that twist in the first episode. 
          
          Hopefully my investment (trash talk) pays off and it doesn't become bad!
          

No_Username230

@__bhashii__ Oh! I'm working on it already. HOPEFULLY BY THE WEEKEND :)
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__bhashii__

@No_Username230 I'll make sure to check it out! 
            
            P.s. When we gettin the new chapter? Can't wait tooo see our Best boi and gurl! ✨️
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LawOfLosersNWinners

Happy Halloween 

LawOfLosersNWinners

Hope you had a great time, I was stuck at work all night so unfortunately and didn't dress up 
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No_Username230

@LawOfLosersNWinners Happy Halloween, my good friend! You dressing up as anyone? I'm going to a party dressed up as 'Thanos' from Squid Game. Even colored my hair purple, lol.
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