I am a firm believer of things happening for a reason. so I'm sure my depression and anxiety hit me so hard to teach me something, to make me stronger. I feel stronger, and I feel like I'm a better person. I'm still not 100% okay but I'm better than I was yesterday and that's a start. My road to recovery has been a long one and I haven't even been able to think about writing, which has been torturous. but I am ready to get back into it, I hope I didn't make y'all hate me with just dropping off the face of the earth, but, I'm back now, and like i said, I am a firm believer of things happening for a reason. expect something soon