That girl

Three years I've been under this name, I can honestly say these 3 years have been the worst and best years of my life. Everyday I still face difficulties and those little voices in my head are never to far away saying unhelpful and hurt full things but there have been ups, I am currently experiencing one of these so called 'ups' all thanks to my wonderful supporting boyfriend. He may not know my whole passed but he's content with being there to help 'mend' me as he calls it. I know I'll never be normal I'll never be 100% happy but I'm working on it. I hope everyone of you on here struggling can find something or someone that can help you. Remember I'm only a message away. 

@Ella_lovato  not really it never is

@Ella_lovato hi

Please follow me back. 
          I want to be friends with you. 

hmm the familiar sting of the blade

you are no longer any connections to me, you don't deserve us as a friend so, you don't even deserve us as acquaintances!  your foul for years we helped you try and overcome this even when it made us worse we still helped still we were on the brink to. well enough is enough, I can't tell you how much I hate to right now, you feel you can belittle us, well sure to our fellow students but does that really matter, do we really need their acceptance to feel whole. Bell fucking now we don't!! 

http://w.tt/1RCx3pl

I know you watch me...

@piinkwolf all is okay just shattered at the moment it's been a long day, I can't write good I don't of how my paragraphs sound overall I just focus on each sentence at a time. 

i hope all is well with you :) read more and so like...im jealous wish i could write like you. you are so talented :)