Sometimes, not knowing is better than knowing. Because with knowing comes hurting.

It is very strange that the years teach us patience - that the shorter our time, the greater our capacity for waiting."

― Elizabeth Taylor, A Wreath of Roses 

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.