I just want to say I want to give a big thank you to my closest friend because Today I found out he was in the hospital for the past week and a half....Due to some things an he might die from it....So I'm writing this to say I love you...Thank you for all the things you have helped me get threw and thank you for pushing me to be a better person than I was. You've helped and supported me through really hard and dreadful times. I remember days I wanted to end myself and never wanted to come back from this hell hole called life...You pushed me and talked me threw a lot of things. You might have called me things i'll never forgot and you might have pushed me so far I thought about dying, but through all of it you said 'Sorry I never should of done that.' or something following those lines...You are my biggest inspiration and I never want you to forget that....But my biggest fear threw it all was losing you.Losing you would mean No more hugs,cuddles,fights,happy moments ect...But knowing waking up i'll get the word saying you passed on...I can wait for that to happen I can wait for that day were you don't want in thru the school doors and hugging me when you first see me in the mornings...I can wait for you to stop showing up and not coming back...I can wait for the day I lose you...We once made a promise to each other that we would never leave each other's side..Please don't break that promise you made..Because I would never...Lung cancer is a terrible thing and I have no clue why it picked you...I'm sorry...I can't think that i'm going to lose you to such a monster...I'm sorry...But knowing you you'll try to fight threw it and fight and fight...We all have faith in you...
(If you read this,this was just something I had to get my feelings out...It's not all I have though...But yeah I had to get my feelings out...)
