Noctis08

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Hm... Honestly I wonder at times... Why am I still here?.. Just in general not just on Wattpad. I'm most likely doomed to be alone, my social skills suck ass I doubt I'm even gonna get a job... I'm not suicidal or anything just... Confused about what to do.. I miss the simple days...

Noctis08

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Hm... Honestly I wonder at times... Why am I still here?.. Just in general not just on Wattpad. I'm most likely doomed to be alone, my social skills suck ass I doubt I'm even gonna get a job... I'm not suicidal or anything just... Confused about what to do.. I miss the simple days...

Noctis08

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Sometimes I wonder
          Why are we all here
          They call me a nihilist
          I guess I'm just unclear
          To why I bother
          Why I try
          Death is on my mind so much
          It makes me wanna die
          I've lost my love this year
          I've lost my friend
          Always fighting battles
          But they never seem to end
          Are we just ladders
          In a world of snakes
          'Cause if life is one big fucking game
          Well I don't wanna play it
          So come and sing me
          Sing me asleep
          I dealt with too much fucking shit
          Now I'm in too deep
          Cut off my wings
          My flowers bloomed
          You want salvation
          But I'm sorry
          We're all doomed...

Irminsuls

Ily— No homo tho. Just as a friend.
          Have a PUNtastic day ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
          
          AND HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TOO ANSBSNS

Noctis08

Well... Now I'm nineteen. Happy birthday me :3

Noctis08

@-__John_Laurens__-  with this pandemic everything's crazy
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Xx_Red_Roses_xX

@Noctis08 I feel so bad. Online classes and real life got me stressed
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Noctis08

@-__John_Laurens__- No need to apologize strawberry, thank you :3
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Noctis08

I've been thinking lately, and with talks with my friend.. I just don't thinkin boyfriend material.., I keep looking for relationships but they never stay around and always leave.. The thing is, it's never their faults... It's mine.. I'm gonna be alone until I'm in the dirt, with no one to remember me.. Or to care.., and to be honest it sounds nice...so I don't hurt anybody else ever again with my stupidity..

AllyCvidelfan

@Noctis08 honestly, part of that sounds like me but with friendships since I never tried being in a relationship before
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