I've been thinking lately, and with talks with my friend.. I just don't thinkin boyfriend material.., I keep looking for relationships but they never stay around and always leave.. The thing is, it's never their faults... It's mine.. I'm gonna be alone until I'm in the dirt, with no one to remember me.. Or to care.., and to be honest it sounds nice...so I don't hurt anybody else ever again with my stupidity..