Noellove_

Whoever is reading my book
          	
          	Sorry it is taking so long I overdosed a little bit 
          	(The whole bottle)
          	
          	I could be going to grippy sock jail.
          	
          	BUT I CAN'T LEAVE THE READERS DISSAPOINTED 
          	
          	:)

Noellove_

Little update I'm not going to a mental hospital but I 'need therapy
          	  
          	  .... 
          	  
          	  Yipe..
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Noellove_

Guys does anyone know how to change the writing when your reading? I just reinstalled wattpad so I want to know :D

Alfredfslayxx

@Noellove_  I have a friend who knows. Can I ask her?
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Noellove_

I keep having to remind myself I'm real
          
          Dis this normal 
          
          I know I'm real and I feel but it just feels wrong. It's literally driving me insane.
          
          It's fine when I'm in bed, but in school I'm having 15 crisis' in maths and nobody gets it so I can't talk about it and I just want to feel normal
          
          Idk where I went wrong. I don't want to commit but I want to feel something.
          
          Even better, 2 people have asked me if u have ADHD. IDK ANYMORE-
          
          Like- does anyone know how to go back into reality, or possibly get medication without parents or any other things?

Noellove_

@Noellove_ Yeah it's rather peaceful at night horrible at day or vis versa
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Lestrange2012

@Noellove_ 
            I feel the same way half the time but I don't know my dad said it might be because our minds are in a constant state of reality shifting but we don't know which one was the 'original' reality which is why we don't feel like we're real
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Noellove_

*sigh*
          
          TELL ME WHY THE HELL HALF OF MY CLASS WANTS TO COMMIT
          
          I get it
          
          My pookie has tried to commit twice, sh (she does it) has depression and happy pills; and everyone drops it on me. She's also starving herself ;(
          
          I CANT SAY ANYTHING BC I DONT FEEL WHAT YOUR FEELING-
          
          We've literally named our group suicide squad.
          
          It's me, my pookie and two other girls who are toxic dating. 
          
          Then there's another girl who says she will commit if we don't include her but she never does 
          

Lestrange2012

@Noellove_
            Unfortunately I cannot explain. But I basically have that same group at school.
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