*~Maddie~*

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Hi everyone, if you don't mind can you please go follow: YourTherapist_Maddie. The reason I want you to follow that account is because that's me, the reason I made that account is because I want to create a place where we ALL can rant about just anything, even if it's the littlest thing  <3 also in my rant about where someone died, I meant to say my mom has a friend, and her friend has a sister not my I forgot to add mom, sorry that probably confused you all

I'm sorry for ranting, I really have no where else to go: All my life I thought I had friends, weather it was offline or real life, but I was so wrong, it feels like I'm always sending people paragraphs whenever their in trouble, but whenever I'm down, all I get is an aweh _______________. and some emojis or a mhm or oh my gosh, it feels like I'll never find a real friend, and I've already given up irl, but I guess I expected way too much from online friends, have you guys ever felt that way? Or am I just asking for too much? Sorry for ranting again, but I really have no where else to go, thanks for listening/reading <3

Since clearly none of my online friends care, and rl friends? Well, she just basically zoned out, and ppl on wattpad care so much more: My friend has a friend and she has a sister, and her sister's daughter died. Basically what happened was: Her daughter had a brain tumor, and they had to remove it, and she fell into coma, and went braindead so she wasn't ever going to come back, so they took her off the machine, and she died. Worst part is she has a twin sister, so we can only imagine how hard it is for her twin. Secondly I've always wanted to become a therapist or physcologist, yknow help people out, listen to them, ect. Well I no longer want to, because I clearly can't deal with death, and honestly therapists have a bad rep, no offense. So I no longer know what I want to be. I was thinking something in business, but I hate math. Sorry if this is annoying.

Okay so I'm getting a phone (1st ever phone), the iPhone 12 on thanksgiving, and I've been waiting since like idk July, June or  August so anyways I was supposed to get it sometime in November, no major differences, but then the 12 came out on October 23rd, I'm still gonna wait till thanksgiving of course, and I'm just tired of waiting, so I'm just trying to forget about this whole phone, and just let it pop up on when I get it during thanksgiving, well my mom won't let me. She's telling me to search up iPhone 12 sales, price, ect. ect. when we both know I'm getting it during thanksgiving, and my mood's always pissy whenever I talk about the iPhone 12 because of how long I've been waiting for a phone in general, so I just want to avoid talking about it, and just be like "yay!" when I get the phone, so I'd really like it if my mom would just stop talking about it, and just talk about it near thanksgiving. Idk what I'm sharing this on here, but I have no where else to share this ;-;

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Okay I need someone to tell me if I'm being really pissy about this for no reason. So today we got our 2nd semester schedules, and I got PHYSICAL ED (PE), and guess what? I selected a whole bunch of other stuff, and did NOT even select physical ed, yet they still gave me physical ed. I talked to the stupid counselor (She makes the schedules.), and she asked me what hour I have it, I said 3rd, and she was like, "Oh we don't have any electives open for 3rd hour" LIKE BITCH YOU TOTALLY CANNOT JUST SWITCH MY SCHEDULE AROUND, CAN YOU!? Like seriously? You switched sechdules around for the kids who came from virutal learning, and also ended up ruining other kid's sechdules, but no you just cannot take me out of physical ed? worst part is, we get graded in physical ed, so I have to do whatever the teacher tells me to do (i'm a girl, if you get the point, and i'm not trying to use that as an excuse, I just know that on those weeks I won't be able to handle running, push ups, jumping jacks, ect.),  and if I don't then i'll end up with an F, which WILL affect my GPA. Am I being pissy about this for no reason?

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Does anyone else ever feel like crying on Sundays? I do, like I have friends, my school is amazing, my hw isn't even that hard, my teachers are amazing, I don't get bullied, heck I don't even have stress (well except for the whole I need to study when will I stop procrastinating!?!?). Do you guys know what to do? I really want to stop this ;-;