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Bro it's really been a year, "erm well uh actually not till the 22nd" -some nerd, wow idk what say really bro, ill admit, when I say this, it's not an exaggeration, not once, not a single day, no matter how good,how bad, how, Meh, I still thought of it at least once, bc of how good it was, even small thing in everyday life reminds me of it, fuck, I'm get Hella shit faced today, my parents are out rn idc, it's sad to see all that's changed from it, It was such a significant thing, I knew it was at the time, just even a year later, I didn't know it'd be this, even today it stuns me, this is the first time I've ever done this, usually people always know me as a happy person, they don't know the shit my parents did, my grandparents did, my parents know but try to forget, I don't, yall can, I'm usually like a therapist man, I've actually kept track how many people of came to me for help, Her, Maria, sketch, Kung fu,Leo, Mr clean, jokeless, ruby, Josh, Bambi, some are nicknames, some are their names, I've never really had someone to tell mine tho, Except her, tho I held most of it back, always tried to listen to her's more, ill never use the word depressed, I'm not just some edgey teen looking for attention, ill just say sad, I live with my parents for almost a year now tho, November 12 will mark the 1st year, it's been kinda hard, yet easier,idk bro, I wish some many different things happened, especially the night of the 20th, Then the 22nd, I should've just Said goodbye, I will rn I'm done writing goodbye
