I'm very ugly
So don't try to convince me that 
I am a very beautiful person 
Because at the end of the day 
I hate myself in every single way 
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying 
There is beauty inside of me that matters 
So rest assured I will remind myself 
That I am a wordless, terrible person 
And nothing you say will make me believe 
I still deserve love 
Because no matter what 
I am not enough to be loved 
And I am in no position to believe that 
Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think 
Am I as ugly as people say?

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