Completely off topic. I just wanted to say as a person and as someone who has been around many friends/fanily that has had anxiety, depression, etc, that I'm actually glad that it's done and over with. I felt so sorry to hear about your horse and I just wanted to let you know that I'm here if you feel like talking.
I am, of course, a fan of your writing. Lol. And I support that too, if anything. I don't actually know if I'm older than you or if you're older than me but do your best in school! If I am older than you, don't slack anymore! Get good grades so you can make it in a great college and someday get a job in something you love doing.
I'm a junior in highschool actually and I got 6 months till I'm a senior, crazy right? I'm almost a freakin adult. Just keep up the good work sweetie, you're doing amazing!