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Nah bro, my friend kept telling me and my bff to kiss all day, just because me and her do things like, uhhh, feed each other (she mostly feeds me) and yea, interlocking fingers, and more of that gay ass shit, at one point my friend said something like "if y'all too afraid to kiss just miss her cheek" like hellpppp

My sleep schedule is fucked bro, I woke up 1pm yesterday and have been up sense then, it's curently 6:50 am

!VENT!
          
          all I want right now is to have somebody to cry on, I don't want "are you OK" I just want to be hugged in silence for hours while I cry, until I stop crying, til I physically can't cry anymore, I don't know why I do but I do, all I do is hide sadness or weakness and despair, I just hate people seeing me cry, I feel worthless as fuck and I try to be distant towards people when they don't come up to me, just sitting all by myself, I don't want others to get attached towards me in case I decide I don't want to be here anymore, all I want to do is just cry on someone's shoulder, but I find it hard because everyone knows me as the loud, social, always happy kid, I only am loud because you are there to talk to me, I'm social because I don't want to be alone, I'm afraid of being alone, I'm not afraid of death but afraid of losing the people I love, I try not to get attached, I ended up getting attached to someone, liking them, and then my heart broke too many times because of them, I try to talk to them, but it just doesn't feel right I just want to erase that part of my friendship with them and start over with her, she's my best friend but she hurt me emotionally, when still thinks that I know she's always joking or it doesn't hurt her, when I had sent a Instagram reel to her she had replied "if someone killed you I wouldn't be at your funeral, I would be in jail for killing whoever killed you" It made me so happy I had fucking cried, I'm glad our friendship is fixing it self for the most part, I didn't like anybody for a while but I've moved on now, I'm glad.. No one, and I repeat, no one, knows who I like right now, the only way to describe her is: she has beautiful dirty blonde hair, gorgeous blue eyes, nice personality, amazing voice, she can sing perfectly, perfect in every way... She's inlove with a guy I know though.. Wish I was him..
          I'm gonna end it here, sorry I wasted your time, have a good day or night

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Guys I sent a message at 1:31 am today and it's 1:05 am now

Update, we chill now, we gonna play roblox if her PC ain't a bitch

2024 is the "best" year

IMA go play a therapy game on roblox cuz I really wanna talk with someone

Any y'all scared of others leaving you/dieing, but not scared of dieing yourself