Nonconformistoutcast

After awhile of consideration, I'm going to be taking down "My Hellish Love" and "I fused with a human". While they have seemingly been loved by readers, I'm not proud of them and don't have the inspiration nor want to rewrite them. If inspiration does hit to rewrite them I will but I'm taking both down by this Sunday, my time (aka 5 days)

Nonconformistoutcast

After awhile of consideration, I'm going to be taking down "My Hellish Love" and "I fused with a human". While they have seemingly been loved by readers, I'm not proud of them and don't have the inspiration nor want to rewrite them. If inspiration does hit to rewrite them I will but I'm taking both down by this Sunday, my time (aka 5 days)

Nonconformistoutcast

Me: *wanting to write a story about one of my OCs*
          
          My uncompleted/discontinued stories: Do you not love us father? why do you not finish us?

xXCeltyXx

@Nonconformistoutcast It can't be helped that some ideas and motivations just fizzle out, but I often just ''write'' in my head and am not particularly motivated to do anything with it, though even if I abandon a draft or story for a while I go back and read it every now and then and come up with a new part for it or decide this really isn't go anywhere and scrap it for good- but the point is it's okay to take a break and work on other stuff because until you scrap the other project you're not really done with it, you may go back to it years later and continue it or turn it into something completely different and better.
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Nonconformistoutcast

@xXCeltyXx I might have to try that! I just feel bad I start things and never finish
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xXCeltyXx

@Nonconformistoutcast I feel that...but hey it's good to write other stuff if you're having trouble/lack of motivation for your other works. Sometimes working on another project can help you regain motivation or ideas for another story and it helps me immensely to be able to get a draft or a couple of chapters of the story that was distracting me out of my head.
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Nonconformistoutcast

I want to read a story where either the main character or an essential character just wants a cup of water or something like that but is forced into adventure for one reason or another. At the end, the true adventure (s) ask what he had been looking for that first day and all they replies with is "just a cup of water" 

Nonconformistoutcast

@xXCeltyXx Exactly! I don't know why this thought hit me at 1:30 but ya know XD
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xXCeltyXx

@Nonconformistoutcast Ngl that sounds hilarious, like they wouldn't even get water on the adventure no matter how much running around they have to do XD
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Nonconformistoutcast

Ok can someone explain how I managed to exist despite the 3% chance of surviving past 3 months let alone the .somthing% chance of actually being born? It makes no sense how I, a clumsy transguy with little sense of self preservation, made it to 17 and haven't died yet

xXCeltyXx

@Nonconformistoutcast I may not the thriving, but like you I'm surviving and that's what counts because if you survive you can help other people live and hopefully make things a little better for them in their day to day lives :) Not that I'm tryna preach or anything, but like I said I'm around if ya need me XD
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Nonconformistoutcast

@xXCeltyXx I'm sorry you had to go through that... Thank you for the small bit of confidence. You're really nice..
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xXCeltyXx

@Nonconformistoutcast I'd say your survival rate was pretty average and that you've done well for yourself and can continue to do well despite your 'clumsiness'  and this is coming from someone with 9 older siblings and completely disinterested parents who let a toddler fend for themselves even when their siblings tried to kill it and now ask 'what did we do to make such broken people'. You're more resourceful than you know and have more self preservation know-how than you realise, despite the clumsiness and you'll continue to at the very least, survive. ^_^
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Nonconformistoutcast

Is it a mental breakdown if you spend an hour shaving your hair because it's one of the only things you can control in your life?

xXCeltyXx

@Nonconformistoutcast  No worries, that's how I feel about music, you can put on whatever you want and it can help you feel or not feel any way you want and it doesn't matter what anyone else is doing, it's just you listening to something you choose and when you hear it, there's nothing that can control you except yourself,  so if cutting your hair gives you the same feeling then I'm glad you've found that outlet. Also if you ever need to talk about anything I'm always around, even tho we don't really know each other ^_^
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Nonconformistoutcast

@xXCeltyXx thank you for the comforting words. It's something that both distracts me from anything that's wrong and gives me a bit of control of something in my life. 
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