DESBIAN

The fuckning defintition:
          When your day is going too well and you don't trust it and some shit finally goes down
          "Ah, there it is, the fuckening."

I’m really tired of being single- holy shit. Anyways how are you guys I’ve been gone for a while like a long while, I turned 14 earlier this month..that’s cool ig..iffy what I’m doing so I’m gonna end this here. Buh Bye!!!

Ever had a crush that you regretted, like seriously regret. (It still affects me to this day)
            
          Just a little vent, don’t mind me.
          
          She doesn’t have Wattpad so I’m safe from her seeing this 
          I liked her..a lot from like as soon as I got to know her well she wasn’t straight, she was pan, and knew I liked her, lead me on with flirts, and taking advantage of my submissive nature to get me to like her more, so I thought y’know she maybe..liked me back..but she would come up with every excuse not to be with me like she didn’t want to go to hell (she’s from a religious family)or she wasn’t interested in dating rn but she stole my first kiss and treated me as a lover...I was seen as her “fuck buddy” by our friends and pretty much all the people in our grade..then she got a boyfriend...she was dating someone while she was teasing me mind you, and after they broke up she said she wanted a 2 month break from dating. She got with a new guy in two weeks...and acted like every thing she did to me didn’t happen...I’ve never felt so used ever..and I still liked her after that, and even throughout her relationship..she still lead me on like I had a chance..then when she got this guy she was really hooked on and just wouldn’t stop talking about him and my other friend (she’s my only one now) would always confront her about it cause it was clearly hurting me...She completely ignored it..I was really just that I was disposable apparently...I’m scared to trust people after...that..and this happened like in 2018..

Hey you. Yeah you.
          
          If anyone insults you, tell me and I’ll have a 6 hour speech ready.
          
          If anyone hurts you, let me show them how hard I punch.
          
          If anyone touches you in a way that makes you uncomfortable I’ll scare them out of your life.
          
          If anyone is egging you into suicide talk to me so I can make sure your okay and let me at them!
          
          If anyone has bad intentions with you, tell me and I’ll make them sorry.
          
          Most this on your friends’ mb to show that you care about them enough to get hurt for them.
          
          If you don’t get any back, your still so special!

2:00am me running on nothing but 2 hours of sleep:
          my way of saying ‘I love you’ without saying ‘I love you’ is ‘I hate you’ unless I really love you then I’ll say ‘I HATE YOU’ this is all platonically of course unless I have a crush on you, but that’s different, and I don’t. So I’d like to say, I HATE YOU!!!!! =D

You’re amazing and matter more than anything
          
          
          Post this on 5 people’s mb that you love

You touch them wrong? I’ll beat you.
          You fun of them? You’ll need a dictionary for what I’m about to call you.
          You use them for you own gain? Yeah, and I use fists for my own gain.
          Don’t ever hurt friend, gosh dang it!
          
          Put this on of you friend’s mb to show them you care for them!

Hello,
          
          I am writing to inform you I’m heading upstate and I am curious if you’d like to join?
          
          I understand if that’s not possible though.
          
          With love,
          
          K. Washington

Hello! Sending ❤️