NoobsLOL99

Sup babes its been awhile innit 

NoobsLOL99

IM GOING INTO 7TH GRADE WTF ‼️
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NoobsLOL99

Vent (TW:: Family issues, suicidal thoughts)
          
          My mom is like a ticking time bomb, you do one wrong thing and she’ll have an attitude towards you the rest of the day, maybe a few days if your unlucky.
          
          One day ago I had told my mom that on Monday it was gonna be pajama day at school. She told me of what pajamas to wear, and when we couldn’t find what we were looking for she made me go to the store with her to get new pajama pants.
          
          I hate it when she’s like this, it makes me feel like I’m not good enough and that I shouldn’t be around anyone anymore, ever. My grandma isn’t good either.
          
          Whenever she’d see me on my phone she’d go on and on and complain that “my phone is the reason” I’m failing school. She used to be nice but now she’s mean to us, especially to my younger brother.
          
          I really should just kill myself so they can shut up for once. They always make me feel as if I’m not a good person and make everyone upset all the time. Anyways its 11 and I need to go to sleep, goodnight everyone.

NoobsLOL99

Why does dangerously yours x cigarettes out the window make me wanna cry tho

XmoonwolfX5196

@NoobsLOL99 oops I meant to comment that on the other post lol
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XmoonwolfX5196

Same. My mom does the same to me. And I'm the one who's always blamed for. My brother is my mom's favorite bc he never gets yelled at or in trouble and if he does I get blamed for it. 
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NoobsLOL99

[TW:: body issues/insecurities, bullying, suicidal thoughts, thoughts of SH.]
          
          If you saw my last post that I just posted a few minutes ago youll see why im posting this.
          
          
          I got acne, its on my cheek and upped lip. I look so ugy. I literally have glasses and braces like that one terrible meme, and to top it off with the acne.
          
          I hate my appearance so much. sometimes I imagine myself as someone with perfect vision and teeth, and no acne once so ever, but nope, I just had to be ugly.
          
          Im starting 6th grade in 2 week, which means im going to a new school. Since im starting middle school, this is when sh!t gets real. This is when bullying is potential, especially when  youre me who is so ugly and hates their facial appearance.
          
          I wish I wasnt alive anymore, if i had built up enough courage long ago I wouldnt done SH or ended myself already.
          
          Im going to rest now and listen to some music to try and calm myself down, but I know just resting and listening to rock music wont take away my self consciousness. But im trying to do something for myself for once.
          
          Goodnight.