NoraeLover_778

Anyways, I’m currently updating my Bad Desire Jaywon story.
          
          Not making new chapters, just checking grammar and adding scenes I forgot about before.
          
          Check it out cause it’s even better than before! :D
          
          I’m also working on like 15 Jaywon oneshots T-T
          
          I have prepared so much, and I can’t wait to share it with you guys, I just feel like it’s not the best situation to post them now, with all that is happening last few months. I hope you get it <3
          
          That’s all.
          
          Let me all know how are you doing, tell me about your day, or just say whatever stupid comes to your minds.
          
          Take care! <3
          
          — your author-nim

Hey there! Long time no see
          
          First of all, I apologize for disappearing for so long.
          
          I’m still online, I reply to comments, I’m working on a lot of things, except I’m staying silent.
          
          It has been over a week since Heeseung released his first solo album. 
          
          It’s beautiful. Genuinely.
          
          For those who wonder. I still haven’t lose hope. I still believe Hee can come back. Since March 10 something in me broke and I don’t think it’s ever gonna heal. 
          
          But I’m okay. I really am. Whatever happens I just want the members to be happy. As long as this is true, I don’t want anything else.
          
          I hope I don’t sound too dramatic, I just wonder if there’s someone who also hasn’t moved on. 
          
          I’m gonna support ENHA and Evan no matter what. Till the day I die.
          
          I love you all! ❤️‍❤️‍

Please ENGENES, share hashtags, sign the petition, repost videos, DONT STAY SILENT! 
          
          Let’s prove the truth. Let’s protect ENHYPEN because they are not save anymore, might be in danger we can’t fucking see.
          
          Please copy this and share this or whatever but don’t give up so easily.
          
          
          

          Do we all believe Heeseung decided to leave the group after the most successful year of ENHYPEN? He himself said ENHA is family, that he wants us show more, that he’s looking forward the future with ENHA. This is all insane and it’s only in our hands.
          
          This is not a joke anymore. This is manipulation. This is war.
          
          And it all happened before in other groups, and only we can change it. Heeseung still can pursue Solo activities without leaving the group.
          

Okay y’all, all fun ends right now.
          
          First it was just tears, pure disbelief, shock and incredible sadness.
          
          But now — everything is fucking wrong.
          
          Hashtags and screenshots are everywhere on the social media.
          
          Some people says Heeseung was seen crying and crashing out in HYBE. People shares posts about the letter not being real, being 65% generated by ai, and saying things like it’s not even Heeseung’s handwriting.
          
          On top of everything Jungwon posted a story, but it was immediately deleted by Belift. In the story he says members including him haven’t even recieved any official announcement about Heeseung leaving.
          
          At the same time Bang Si-hyuk is under criminal investigation. People say they are trying to do anything to shift media attention away from their crimes.
          

https://www.change.org/p/allow-heeseung-to-pursue-solo-activities-without-leaving-enhypen

Please read this.
          
          Guys, you definitely saw the news about Heeseung leaving ENHYPEN. No, it’s not a joke.
          
          I’ve never in my life thought there will be a moment where I wake up in my bed on holidays, right after the night spent in cinema on the WALK THE LINE IN CINEMAS, and read a message like this.
          
          I can’t explain how I feel. The last years, ENHYPEN were my only source of happiness. They healed what I couldn’t, they were there when no one else wasn’t and now it’s gone. 
          
          The thought that I went to their concert and saw them all 7 together, the thought that we’re gonna listen to their songs without Heeseung’s voice in it…I’ve never thought that something in me can be broken so easily.
          
          I feel fucking horrible. Horrible for not being there earlier. Horrible for not protecting him more. Horrible for writing stupid sexualizing fanfics about ENHA when Heeseung was maybe thinking about leaving even before Coachella.
          
          It’s insane to look at the walls in my room and see posters of ENHA together everywhere. Insane to vote everyday for them, and then see them all together emotionally on stage when they finally won MAMA awards.
          
          I can’t believe it. Even after I cried for over an hour, I still hope it’s not real.
          
          Whatever happens, I’m gonna support ENHA and Heeseung with the bottom of my heart, even if it hurts. It’s his choice, and I hope he will be happy and other members as well, that’s all I’m asking for.
          
          I thought about posting some chapters, but now I don’t even know if I’ll keep wattpad. 
          Fanfics is the last thing I want to think about, and I probably won’t be active for a long time. 
          
          Maybe I’m overreacting. Maybe nothing happened, and that’s really possible, and Heeseung just wanted to continue as solo.
          
          We didn’t make any mistake, right? We were enough…right? It’s not because of us.
          
          Let’s continue supporting ENHA and our Hee together ENGENES. Let’s not leave, please.
          
          I love you
          

Okay guys, I need your opinion.
          
          I’ve been thinking a lot about my story Bad Desire. Those of you who read it know that Jay is portrayed as more submissive type in certain situations, especially in the smut chapter.
          
          That wasn’t really my original intention. I actually wanted to show that Jay is just inexperienced — cause he had never felt any of this, and that he’s someone who doesn’t believe in love. Jungwon is the one who helps him discover the feeling of love — emotional, as well as physical.
          
          However, I noticed some of you were a little bit uncomfortable by it — partly from that it’s pretty unusual role for someone like Jay, partly from the fact that Jay is older.
          
          I’ve been thinking about rewriting the smut scene a bit, as well as adjusting some other scenes in different chapters.
          
          So I wanted to ask for your opinions. Is anyone strongly against changing it? Otherwise, like I said, I’m considering rewriting it slightly.
          
          Take care y’all! ❤️⭐️

Can u recommend me a good fic to read?

Hey guys! I’m just here with two quick messages. 
          
          First, please vote for ENHYPEN on UPICK app.
          It’s so easy. You can either buy the jams, but you can literally get so many of them by just watching short videos on the app. It means a lot for the members and ENGENES have already won the first place for Heeseung and Ni-ki. Let’s show ENHA how much they mean to us
          
          Second, I’m planning on editing the story Bad Desire - Jaywon. Not big changes, but I want to check the grammar, maybe rewrite something and so on. Just so you know if you ever read it again.
          
          Also I’m sorry for not updating the ENHA Oneshots, but I’m kind of stuck in the writing, so it might take some time. Thanks for understanding!
          
          That’s all! Everyone take care and make sure to stay healthy