NorthpointeMenteur

Does anybody know the real symptoms of BDD? I got some real issues, fellas. 

NorthpointeMenteur

ang mensaheng ito ay maaaring nakaksakit
So I sat down and tried to calmy start finishing writing my story draft onto google docs (and today has been shit btw.) Then my 2nd aunt (she's the legit worst. Angry snake of the household) comes over to cause trouble so I leave and go upstairs but then I remember I left my writing downstairs. 
          
          I find my writing notebooks very private bc it has things they wouldn't approve of (Diverse sexualities in characters, Trans characters, Gory or sexual scenes and yada yada) so I come back and laugh and say "definitely not leaving this with u" 
          AND SHE FUCKING FREAKS
          all "you're so secretive and weird. I should have your mom check whatever is in that notebook" and "you're always in a bad mood" like bitch my mom just beat the shit out of me for not wanting to go out and eat. Course I'm in a bad mood, what am I suppose to do? Smile and be happy?
          And also what? Are we not suppose to have secrets and private things as humans? Fuuuuck you meannnnn?????

NorthpointeMenteur

Ugh okay so like, I have to get to finishing writing the basic plot and structure of my CP story that I'm working on but I also want to start getting more into my art and classes yet I also need spare time to start getting more fit and not just dieting. Maybe to you it seems like I should totally have time to do all of that but I try to do realistic drawings not really artsy and colorful ocs or characters. And my writers block is beating me WITH A BLOCK at this point. Just end me QwQ

NorthpointeMenteur

ang mensaheng ito ay maaaring nakaksakit
I'm really ready to fucking kill myself UwU 

peppermintgirl178

@NorthpointeMenteur I am lmao I have short term insomnia tho
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NorthpointeMenteur

RIP dude, u should get sum rest tho ;0 idk how u do it my ass would be cranky af
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peppermintgirl178

@NorthpointeMenteur Me too lol I haven't slept in 3 days
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