I'm so sorry you're going through that. I truly hope you get that feeling again as soon as whateverness lets you. I want you to know that your stories truly have given me and I'm sure so many other people hours, even days of pure sunshine. You've made, at least, me so very happy with your writing and I truly hope that when you're ready, you get that incredible feeling that writing used to give you and keep going and bring more people more joy. Feeling good takes time and we're just lil fan babies so don't worry about trying to appease us. For me at least, knowing that you're getting better than you were is enough. Take care of yourself and thanks for everything.