NostalgicCoffeeBean

Hi everyone I hope you’re all well :) I just got married 
          	
          	I hope you’re all doing well!

valxnciia

omg, congrats!!!
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NostalgicCoffeeBean

Hey gems,
          
          I have been a little active this week because of the holiday break. It’s been nice to read comments and see that my stories still give people some enjoyment:) 
          
          I’m hoping to drop another bonus chapter for AWJF (MBJxReader). Also, I took down the second chapter of Blinding Lights. I felt it was too demure so it’s going to be more mature when it returns. 
          
          Please have a safe holiday and remember to follow your heart 
          
          <3 G.E.M. 

NostalgicCoffeeBean

Hey everyone :’)
          
          I wish I could write more, but nothing is the same. When I first started writing, I was an anxious undergrad student with loads of stress and depression. Now I’m an anxious teacher with loads of stress and depression. Every time I try to write, I second guess myself. I miss the care free feeling of writing. I miss when it came easy. It doesn’t come easy anymore. It’s hard. I don’t want to stop, but at this point I’m struggling to start. I write in my notes app. They’re all fragmented pieces of nothing. I hope my past writings give you a moment of sun. I really don’t know when I’ll be able to give that feeling again. 
          
          <\3 G.E.M.

Author_Bingette

@NostalgicCoffeeBean it's great to know I helped in some way. Again, hope you feel better soon.
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NostalgicCoffeeBean

@author_bingette thank you :’) this really was so uplifting to read
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Author_Bingette

I'm so sorry you're going through that. I truly hope you get that feeling again as soon as whateverness lets you. I want you to know that your stories truly have given me and I'm sure so many other people hours, even days of pure sunshine. You've made, at least, me so very happy with your writing and I truly hope that when you're ready, you get that incredible feeling that writing used to give you and keep going and bring more people more joy. Feeling good takes time and we're just lil fan babies so don't worry about trying to appease us. For me at least, knowing that you're getting better than you were is enough. Take care of yourself and thanks for everything.
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NostalgicCoffeeBean

Hey gems
          
          I just posted the second chapter for Blinding Lights. It has an (m) in the chapter title area which is how I’ll mark the chapters that contain the rated r stuff.  I will keep these isolated though so that technically the story can be read without having to read them but personally I find those chapters to be the seasoning. 
          
          Anyways enjoy MBJ likers, lovers, and if you’re like me haters ;) 

NostalgicCoffeeBean

Hey gems
          
          For everyone who has been asking for another MBJ fic I’ve just started writing a new one and this one will contain ~mature scenes~ gasp! She’s growing into such a grown up writer lol >,<
          
          Please enjoy because I spent over a year reading lemons, limes, and smoot fanfics so I could write too
          
          First chapter is already up! Be vocal this about to be a ride ^.^
          
          <3 g.e.m.

TKizzle

Smoot! I'm lmao
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NostalgicCoffeeBean

Happy New Year!
          
          I’m alive and I did a thing :3 I put Wattpad on my phone so I can be more connected
          
          I hope everyone is well!

NostalgicCoffeeBean

@TKizzle It's rough out here lol
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TKizzle

@NostalgicCoffeeBean HEY FRIEND!! Glad you're back! 
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