NotCyoot

Dear my little amount of followers,
          	I do apologize for my inactivity on Wattpad, but i had recently found out after months of being unable to wake up in the morning that i was suffering severe iron deficiency, AKA: Im a anemic.
          	i hope you guys understand x.

NotCyoot

Dear my little amount of followers,
          I do apologize for my inactivity on Wattpad, but i had recently found out after months of being unable to wake up in the morning that i was suffering severe iron deficiency, AKA: Im a anemic.
          i hope you guys understand x.

NotCyoot

I recently had an online friend tell me that all the sudden i had become more serious....
          This for a matter of fact is true.
          If you all have seen how my account used to look like, i can name these flaws off the back of my hands:
          Poor language
          bad mouth
          a very extended and unnecessary biography
          distorted pictures, sentences and comments {back to first reason}
          The utmost stupidity being presented in my unworldly shenanigans
          
          So, this is an apology,
          i DO NOT wish to be seen as an idiot,
          but i also don't want to now be perceived as a bland and over mature writer.
          
          I am only young and yet to find out who i truly am, I can always crack jokes, but i DO NOT want to look like a imbecile like i used to.
          I have been receiving random hate comments in the last month about being
          "Disturbing and weird"
          "annoying"
          This other Direct message is just so appalling i refuse to show it on my account....
          then...
          in the last five hours i had the same rude and pungent people calling me 
          "a grandma" {I see no problem being called a pensioner/senior to be frank}
          "snob"
          "Freaky queen acting Sl--"
          And i am just wondering why you would waste your valuable time insulting me. don't like my content or mannerisms leave my account, there are over 45 MILLION people you can view, so don't look at me if you think I'm distasteful.
          
          Im sorry for old friends that think this isn't the true me, i am sorry to say this really is, But i am NOT serious...Just a little bit more methodical and articulated.
          
          for those who knew as the girl in the bottom of the class, please now is a confession that i was never struggling at school, rather, i was struggling with fitting in...and i wish you may forgive me for the violence and misery i bought to the community.
          
          Please know i will always be the sarcastic, egotistical Ara and i will forever crack jokes, Just please understand i am no idiot and i have matured for the better, and i do NOT wish to see this negativity come my way simply for my persona. 
          With Love,
          Ara xx.

JustCallMeGloria

@ToastOfSarcasm  Aww Ara we will always love you. Tell me who those suckers are and I'll beat their asses up! Chinese are very good at roasting and insulting.
            
            I'm very glad that you are not affected at all. Keep being positive and just ignore them! They are worthless beings that don't and can't and won't make a difference in your life.
            
            I'm very sorry that your dad has said that to you. Don't let that sink in. What he said was not true, and will never be. You are amazing and beautiful the way you are, and you will always be that crazy but kind and loving Ara.
            
            Remember that there are people who care for and love you. <3
            
            Everything will be alright. ^^
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NotCyoot

Sigh...
          So I may or my not write a book, I just have some obstacles 
          
          1:
          My dad was disappointed in me. He said not only I was chubby and " a failure" But also that I was a stuck up prick....And he grabbed my tablet and smashed it against a fire place...
          Therefore, the tools I have to write with are limited...
          
          2: 
          EXAMS
          As said in 1, I am a failure and I can't stay like so, I have been studying my ass off to try to at least get high enough to pass my year classes...
          
          3: Stress of criticism...
          I have witnessed a lot of writers in this wattpad home of ours get criticised for their writing... this strikes fear in me and I am too scared to be critiqued online like I am offline and in reality...
          
          However 
          
          If I am to write a book, I am not sure if it would be:
          Diabolik lovers
          Danganronpa
          Assassination classroom 
          FairyTail
          Aphmau 
          Or Something of my own...
          
          I will try to make Time and effort to write something, so I hope you can all recommend stuff to write and advice to make time to write...
          
          Thank you all (๑>◡<๑)