✨ Nova ✨

TW: SICKNESS/SICK ANIMAL 
          
          Guys I am panicking so hard right now-
          
          My kitty, Azazel, has been vomiting a LOT in the past 24 hours.
          
          She hasn't eaten or drank anything in almost a full day.
          
          She has no energy, and has been a lot more aggressive than usual towards me.
          
          And she's only puking up blood and bile at this point. 
          
          My grandmother insists we wait even longer to bring her to the emergency vet, because the sun hasn't risen yet and it snowed last night
          
          IM SO WORRIED ABOUT MY BABY T^T
          
          I CAN ONLY THINK OF THE WORST CASE SCENARIO
          
          SHES ONLY A YEAR OLD, SHES REALLY JUST A BABY. AND IM SO SCARED FOR HER, AND NO ONE IS TAKING ME SERIOUSLY 

The concept of "coming out" is so weird to me for some reason.
          
          And maybe that's just because technically I didn't ever really "come out" to anyone. Like I never sat down with my family and told them I was bi. The closest thing I had to what people consider coming out was me YEARS AGO being like "Oh yeah, me and my girlfriend-" and nobody questioned it. There was no "So you're gay?" LITERALLY NOTHING.
          
          Well actually now that I think of it, I was telling my boyfriend about the first ever person I dated- who was a girl I went to middle school with- and he was a bit surprised to hear me say "girlfriend". BUT HE STILL BARELY QUESTIONED IT.
          
          Anyways-

I dunno what it is but sometimes I just randomly switch accents. Like I can be doing literally anything and then POOF accent switch.
          
          Usually it's British
          Sometimes it's Southern US
          On occasion Scottish
          
          LIKE WHAT'S GOING ON???
          ITS BAD ENOUGH THAT I CANT TELL WHEN PEOPLE ARE BRITISH UNTIL IT GETS POINTED OUT TO ME NOW.
          AND ITS NOT EVEN A NEW THING.
          I ACCIDENTALLY SOMEHOW CONVINCED A LADY AT HOT TOPIC THAT I WAS BRITISH AND SHE WAS SO EXCITED BECAUSE SHE WAS BRITISH AND SHE WAS LIKE "OH! WHERE ARE YOU FROM???" 
          AND I IMMEDIATELY WANTED TO DISAPPEAR.
          ON ONE HAND IT IS SO COOL THAT BRITISH PEOPLE CAN'T TELL THAT I'M NOT BRITISH 
          BUT OH MY LORD I FELT SO DUMB.
          AND THE WORST BIT IS THAT I GENUINELY CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM RANDOMLY SWITCHING THROUGH ACCENTS AT ALL.

Happy holidays peeps (sorry for being a tad late because the day is almost/completely over for some people-)
          
          Hope you are well!

I think it's so funny when people in the comments on a story are all angry about plot points- 
          
          Like, you are here of your own choice, the only thing keeping you here is yourself, you could've just clicked off and left the story, but instead you sit in the comments being salty. Lmao.

You know what I really want? A story that accurately portrays the rise and fall of a "perfect" relationship in a way that's so deeply impactful and relatable. Because in reality most relationships don't last forever, especially when you're young, but most media paints a picture of perfection in any relationship until the end of time.
          
          I just feel like a story where that shows the rise and fall of a strong relationship, where it's not necessarily toxic, and the "falling action" (or whatever people call it now to describe the point of a story between the climax and the end) is just the main character learning how to cope and come to terms with the reality that the highs don't stay high forever.
          
          Like the beginning of the book has you rooting for the character and the love interest and hoping they get together, then the climax is where they get together and everyone including the characters feel as though it's the most perfect pairing in the world, then the falling action is where they kinda naturally drift apart and have to come to terms with how their "perfect" wasn't going to really last, and the ending being that everyone learned a quite valuable life lesson about connections and relationships.

POV people on this website seem not to realize that British people ALSO DRINK COFFEE-
          
          Like I was looking at the comments on a story and it's like "Oh they would make tea, not coffee- because they're British-"
          
          LIKE WHAT
          
          THEY DONT EXCLUSIVELY DRINK TEA
          
          That's like someone being like "Americans exclusively drink coke-" THEY DON'T 

That moment when a creepy ex tries to contact you again trying to say that the only thing that will help them heal now is your forgiveness and other sketchy manipulative bullcrap.
          
          LIKE DUDE
          ITS BEEN LITERAL YEARS
          I ALREADY CALLED THE COPS ONCE BEFORE, AND WOULD NOT HESITATE TO DO SO AGAIN.
          
          
          Anyways on a better note,
          Might spend the holidays with my boyfriend and his family! Not quite certain of that yet, but I might!
          
          Hope y'all are well!
          The future is bright!

No one:
          Literally no one:
          
          People reading stories with trigger warnings:
          "WHY IS THIS SO CONCERNING??? WHY IS THERE CONCERNING BEHAVIOR????"
          
          LIKE BROSKI, SHUT UR FACE, STOP THE CLICKITY CLACK OF YOUR TYPING, AND JUST STOP READING.
          
          IF. SOMETHING. BOTHERS. YOU. JUST. STOP. READING. 
          
          
          thank you for coming to my tedtalk

Being told by police that I can't go to work because someone called in a bomb threat to the store I work at is the new scariest thing for me.
          
          Literally so glad I wasn't scheduled to be there earlier today. It would be 10x scarier if I was clocked in when the building got evacuated.
          
          Super scary y'all.