NotNovaScotia

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It's crazy- my whole family has just kinda agreed that even with no diagnosis I'm just the family sociopath.
          	
          	And when I tried to explain that to my boyfriend he was very confused because I'm apparently too nice to be a sociopath.
          	
          	Sometimes I forget he didn't know me during highschool when I was actually fucking bonkers. Although it would probably be kinda weird if he had known me when I was in highschool seeing as he's 10 years older than me.
          	
          	
          	(Disclaimer I'm not a sociopath. My family just acts like I am because I was a traumatized moody teenager in highschool. I'm actually a somewhat functioning normal adult.)

NotNovaScotia

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It's crazy- my whole family has just kinda agreed that even with no diagnosis I'm just the family sociopath.
          
          And when I tried to explain that to my boyfriend he was very confused because I'm apparently too nice to be a sociopath.
          
          Sometimes I forget he didn't know me during highschool when I was actually fucking bonkers. Although it would probably be kinda weird if he had known me when I was in highschool seeing as he's 10 years older than me.
          
          
          (Disclaimer I'm not a sociopath. My family just acts like I am because I was a traumatized moody teenager in highschool. I'm actually a somewhat functioning normal adult.)

NotNovaScotia

Y'all- being an adult is cool sometimes I guess.
          
          I got a tattoo!
          
          It's a Rosy Maple Moth on my arm and it's very pretty!
          
          Or at least it would be pretty if it weren't in the healing phase where your skin peels off like you're diseased.

ItzViza

@ NotNovaScotia  hehe,
            Nah, the polish is hard so I understand hehe, więc nie martw się ^^
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NotNovaScotia

@ItzViza Możliwe
            But I'm so bad at it though  •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀
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ItzViza

@ NotNovaScotia  also you're learning Polish?? :0
            Nie możliwe 
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NotNovaScotia

The concept of "coming out" is so weird to me for some reason.
          
          And maybe that's just because technically I didn't ever really "come out" to anyone. Like I never sat down with my family and told them I was bi. The closest thing I had to what people consider coming out was me YEARS AGO being like "Oh yeah, me and my girlfriend-" and nobody questioned it. There was no "So you're gay?" LITERALLY NOTHING.
          
          Well actually now that I think of it, I was telling my boyfriend about the first ever person I dated- who was a girl I went to middle school with- and he was a bit surprised to hear me say "girlfriend". BUT HE STILL BARELY QUESTIONED IT.
          
          Anyways-

ItzViza

@ NotNovaScotia  hmm... True, for me it's strange as love is natural and no need to be questioned ot just few questions and nothing more
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NotNovaScotia

I dunno what it is but sometimes I just randomly switch accents. Like I can be doing literally anything and then POOF accent switch.
          
          Usually it's British
          Sometimes it's Southern US
          On occasion Scottish
          
          LIKE WHAT'S GOING ON???
          ITS BAD ENOUGH THAT I CANT TELL WHEN PEOPLE ARE BRITISH UNTIL IT GETS POINTED OUT TO ME NOW.
          AND ITS NOT EVEN A NEW THING.
          I ACCIDENTALLY SOMEHOW CONVINCED A LADY AT HOT TOPIC THAT I WAS BRITISH AND SHE WAS SO EXCITED BECAUSE SHE WAS BRITISH AND SHE WAS LIKE "OH! WHERE ARE YOU FROM???" 
          AND I IMMEDIATELY WANTED TO DISAPPEAR.
          ON ONE HAND IT IS SO COOL THAT BRITISH PEOPLE CAN'T TELL THAT I'M NOT BRITISH 
          BUT OH MY LORD I FELT SO DUMB.
          AND THE WORST BIT IS THAT I GENUINELY CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM RANDOMLY SWITCHING THROUGH ACCENTS AT ALL.

NotNovaScotia

@ItzViza Definitely understand that.
            I'm pretty sure my accent thing is just my ADHD brain kinda holding onto accents from videos and stuff I watch :)
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ItzViza

@ NotNovaScotia  that's okay, do not worry TvT
            
            I have problems with clean talking or even for people to understand because of two accents mixed TT
            
            Idk if it's familiar or even SIMILAR 
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_NotNovaScotia_

Awh man. I forgot to add the Valley Girl/Preppy accent :((
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NotNovaScotia

Happy holidays peeps (sorry for being a tad late because the day is almost/completely over for some people-)
          
          Hope you are well!

ItzViza

@ NotNovaScotia  YOU TOO! ^^
            (Don't worry =v=)
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NotNovaScotia

I think it's so funny when people in the comments on a story are all angry about plot points- 
          
          Like, you are here of your own choice, the only thing keeping you here is yourself, you could've just clicked off and left the story, but instead you sit in the comments being salty. Lmao.

ItzViza

@ NotNovaScotia  SHSH, that's true. A good story without death or just angst or even more like a tragic story isn't like a plot with all rainbows and all TvT
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