NotPotato_iThink

Note to self: ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS FIND A TIME TO LET FEELINGS OUT because it will overflow later and potentially make you into a crazy person until you let it go!!

NotPotato_iThink

i really need advice but also a rant???
          
          what do i do when a crush has been building up for 3 years and it’s at the point where it’s driving you crazy and you start having thoughts like “i wish i was [insert person he’s dancing with here]” but you also don’t wanna approach him because you’re scared it’s just because of the proximity but also the proximity makes you jump when you realize you’re right next to him and i’m JUST SO NERVOUS
          
          i hate crushes because i hate this feeling and i just want it to go away and i’m so annoyed because being boy crazy is completely out of character for me and i have no clue what to do about it
          
          he’s sweet, he’s cute, he’s talented, he’s silly, he makes me smile easily by being silly, he’s an incredibly talented singer and actor, he’s an incredible dancer, he’s serious but not too serious to where he’s scary, he’s intelligent, (i think) he shares my beliefs, he’s just so amazing
          
          i don’t wanna approach him because i don’t want to be weird and i don’t want to make him uncomfortable and i’m overtHINKING
          
          why do crushes have to be a thing :(

ghostsofbluepyre

@NotPotato_iThink Aw! well even though it didnt work out, now you know what to do in the future! <3  im sure when you find the person it’ll be just right for you. :3
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NotPotato_iThink

@ghostsofbluepyre i found out he has a girlfriend but tbh i’m glad i actually got the feelings out even if i didn’t confess to him
            
            i think i learned my lesson about keeping feelings bottled up now </3
            
            and now i’m moving on yay!! this is helping me to learn to be patient :D
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ghostsofbluepyre

@NotPotato_iThink I wish you luck + the best!! I hope this becomes a positive change in your life, you definitely deserve it! <3
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NotPotato_iThink

lol why is it that when i’m fed up with someone the first word that comes to mind isn’t “DUDE” or like some crazy insult
          
          for some reason my brain threateningly goes “SON.”

ghostsofbluepyre

@NotPotato_iThink STOPPP thats so real... mine is either “GIRLLL” (doesnt matter the gender/whatnot) or “BROTHAHHH” (specifically in the most posh accent possible for added effect)
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NotPotato_iThink

i realize i’ve never said it out loud which makes it funnier HELP
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NotPotato_iThink

i just love it when my best friend of 10 years has actually been lying to my face about everything this entire time and now i have no idea if she actually cared about me in the first place. 
          
          i need time to process it, i might not talk on here for a while. sorry.

NotPotato_iThink

@epixduckieeee yeah the end of that was a little dramatic, whoops
            
            i think i’ll be fine, just am extremely shocked and feeling everything at once right now
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epixduckieeee

@NotPotato_iThink what's done in the dark, truly does come to light doesn't it? I'm sorry for that dude. Some people are js really shitty people. but that doesn't mean you shouldn't trust anyone ever again. it just means once a new door closes another one opens right? she shouldn't have did any of that. period. but aren't you glad you found out sooner than later?
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NotPotato_iThink

genuinely feel like i can’t trust anyone ever again because what do you mean we’ve been best friends for ten years and you couldn’t be honest with me..
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