Ghosty

Ok do I have the right to be mad my stepbrother piss me off the hold day and what the fuck is he making fun of me being pan by going in the kitchen and taking one and saying you want to fuck this one it a keeper and who double want to be with a pan like I wouldn’t get mad if was joke but he was dead ass with me and kept making fun of me for it so do I have the right to be mad

Today is not my day so I want to go on this trip with my aunt and my mom is piss at the fact that I want to go because she hates went I leave her side I am just realizing that fact she makes fun of the fact I am insecurity about my body and she made fun of the fact I wanted to end my on life and I hurt myself

Hey guys I will be on a break for awhile after everything that has been happening with my personal life I need to take a mental Health break my eating problem are getting bad and so are my thoughts of death and my anxiety is terrible tomorrow I will post the 3 chapters for this month anyway Avery signing off

Rip techno you may be gone but the blade never die in are hearts

“I will not let my grandparents bury their grandchild”
          My only reason to keep going I am not going to them see the girl they knew seen day 1 in a casket I can’t do that to my family but I think more about ending it every fucked night I will be on the railing asking if I want to just end it I don’t have really any friends and if I want to text them I feel like I am annoying them the one time I let someone know me I left with an eating disorder and self image problems I will always try be there for everyone and then went I need them their like ghost not there 

I AM CHANGING MY PHONE BUT I DONT KNOW WHTA THEME I SHOULD DO HELP T-T

Should I make an art book cause I draw to much and I want people opinions on the drawing so should I?

My grandma found the doll 

So do any of you remember the story the little old lady who swallowed a fly.my Gradma has a book of it and a doll those shits give me nightmares and childhood trauma I am terrified of that story and the doll why the fuck did my grandma bring the book and she said oh I going to try and find the doll if she dose I am going to put that shit in a book and buried in my backyard(if she find that doll I am going to post it on snap and I want someone to tell me to burn that shit)

Opinion on furry[Ipersonally I don't give a shit as long you are not hurting yourself or other I don't give a shit]