NotYourPrincessx

Shut my eyes.
          take my life
          sit alone and drown again.

To those that read Saving Her , should I carry it on ? Yes /no?

To be honest Im not ready for 2015 , People I care about will be leaving me , Im confused as hell, exams coming up and my feelings are shit.
          
          Im scared as hell and despite knowing no one will read this , I need to get it out.
          
          Im sick of pretending im okay , i want to cut so badly and my parents dont want me to get help so everytime i have an appointment with a therapist they like to tell me how stupid and shitty i am, and that i dont even need help. I havent gotten help for a few months and i feel shit but im putting on a fake smile ,pretending im okay but im not. Im not okay , im anyhing but okay.
          
          Im losing everyone and im pretty much done with my emotions. What am I meant to do ? Carry on pretending  im okay till im dead ? 
          
          Because living is hell to me , its a nightmare. And death is ultimate peace but there is not reverse button. So what do i do ?

I kissed the scars on her skin , 
          I still think your beautiful,
          And I dont ever wanna lose my best friend.

I kissed the scars on her skin , 
          I still think your beautiful,
          And I dont ever wanna lose my best friend.

It's funny how quickly you can build your confidence up just to have it shatter over a stupid thing , and then you cant look at yourself.

1ST DECEMBER TOMORROW C": CHRISTMAS SO NEAR ☆★☆★☆♥ ◇◆◇¤○★●

Omigosh... I have waited 16 years to meet another Ariana.  Not a Arian or an Adrianna but a legitimate Ariana.  Life is complete now.

@whiskas1998x  Youre welcome , you truely are an amazing writer

hi :) don't mean to bother but would you check out my book Thoughts?