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Ah how dreams are so nice, you actually think that everything is perfect until you wake up.
Ah, how I wish the same event happened in the dream. Wishing is pointless now. I've been wishing for the same thing for over weeks now. It's gotten me nowhere. The dream was nice, Why didn't I think It was too good to be true? I wouldn't rather had nightmares about my death It more than teasing me with same kind of stupid wish.
If only I could talk to people.
Why? Why did you have to torture me with this discorder and phobias?
I wish I wasn't so aggressive when I'm upset.
What is done is done.
And
Nobody is going to change.
I should be moving on.
But
I
Still
Feel
The
Fucking
Same.