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I doubt anyone will see this in all honesty. Truthfully, I myself forgot about this account lmao
          I've moved to AO3 over the years and found that I've enjoyed myself more, so, I kind of just stayed.
          Life has been alright. School has been well - I'm fortunate enough to have won some major awards and be recognized for a scholarship at my desired university. I've found a strong support system within my found family. I'm not the biggest fan of warriors anymore. Instead, I've found comfort in media like Genshin Impact, Honkai Starrail, Hetalia (again ), ancient Greek literature and remakes, et cetra.
          I used Wattpad as a way to cope during some of the worst years of my life - years I was convinced I wouldn't make it through. Yet I have, much to my own surprise admittedly.
          Because of this, I won't be using Wattpad. I doubt ever again, but a check in might be once a year or once every few months. Due to the fact I've been getting better, I find it's only fit that I part with this website.
          I thank you all for allowing me to express myself throughout the years and giving me my first ever sense of a true community.
          I wish you all only the best in your lives. Do something that makes you happy, express yourself without the worry of judgement. The world has gone to shit, sure, but try to find at least a sliver of happiness.
          
          With all the best - Bee

Hello friend!!!<3

Everyone thinks autism is so cute and goofy until you accidentally pee yourself because you don't know body cues.
          
          
          This has happened multiple times in my life, and it still happens. Just one of the multiple challenges to living with autism sadly (if this happens to you, don't be embarrassed!)

OK, OK, I really want to share a school story so here.
          
          
          So it's break, me and my friend group are on the field by our school. A person who shall be known as Bailey suddenly starts coughing and curls up on the ground. We all kind of laughed and thought she was being overdramatic since she was running a ton (she was not), so we just ask if she was OK. Keeps coughing and doesn't respond. So a person who we will call C starts asking if she's having an asthma attack or something. I make an asthma joke (probably shouldn't have done that because she was now coughing AND laughing). After some more talking, we come to the obvious conclusion something is not alright, so another person who we'll call Bridge runs back into the school to get a teacher. I have no idea what to do, so I just pick up the goldfish she dropped and started eating it. A teacher FINALLY comes over (Bridge told us that she had to be persistent for him to come and help) and asks if she's OK. Bailey keeps coughing. I make another joke, which gets me a glare from the teacher (this teacher actually really hates me I don't know WHAT I did), but everyone else laughs. Anyways after some more talking, we get another teacher and they bring Bailey inside. Apparently, she was not having an asthma attack, it had something to do with the goldfish that I was now currently eating. Even after that, she says I owe her a whole box of goldfish.
          
          
          That's my school story of what happened today during break.

My top 5 Spotify artists (!!VERY WEIRD WARNING!!)
          
          1 - Current joys
          
          2 - Mitski
          
          3 - TV girl
          
          4 - Slipknot
          
          5 - Murderdolls
          
          All over 50 hours too..

HELLO- SEMI-IMPORTANT QUESTION! What would you people think if I started a draw your OCs thing? No payment, free drawings, and free practice for me. Thoughts?

So hey.
          
          It's been a minute, huh?
          
          I'd recommend reading the @Citrus_Wishes comment before  reading this  (it's my other account)
          
          I've grown, and you have too. I've matured a lot as well, so I'd like to apologize to someone.
          
          @Mistlesong
          
          I'm very sorry for leaving you. I was immature back then and didn't realize that doing that can affect someone to a large degree, but of course, that is no excuse. If you do see this, I would love to chat with you again, perhaps catch up on some stuff. I understand if you never want to talk with me again too. 
          
          Will I be more active? Probably.
          
          I'll also be doing a face reveal as well soon.
          
          signing off - Bee

Hello?
          
          So this is me, Bee!
          
          Don't know who goes on here, but if you do Hello.
          
          I've grown up a bunch, I'm older (I'M 15?!?!?!?!?!) and definitely more mature.
          
          Change is scary man, and I've been through it. That's why I've been not active at ALL.
          
          If you see this, I love and care deeply about you. You matter so- SO much more then you will ever know.
          
          Stay safe.
          
          (I'M STILL ALIVE BTW! I POST ON AO3 NOW ACTUALLY! I'll just post messages on here that people may ever see)
          
          
          Love - Bee 

Still not back yet, and may not be for quite some time if I'm going to be honest. I'll be online a bit, sure, but not posting anything or interacting. I'm so drained, :(
          Now onto the main announcement, I was thinking about when I get back, on writing a book for like- writing ideas and shit.
          E.x, Different ways for characters to say goodbye,  different ways for characters to say 'I love you, different names for characters, somehow to write stuff, and more.
          Lol, I love how long this is.

Gonna take a break.
           My mental health went WEE. It's hard to even get out of bed rn. :(