Notmeik

I WANT MY OCS TO HAVE A FANBASE LIKE THE FAMOUS LMK OC CREATORS BUT I'M SCARED MY OCS WILL BE CRITICIZED ANKSNDNS

THE RECENT SCHOOL UEAR HAS BEEN BEATING MY ASS AND MY GUARD IS ALWAYS UP I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP (sleeping at 10/11 pm and waking up at 3 or 4 am) MY BRAIN IS DETERIORATING AND I FEEL LIKE BREAKING DOWN INTO TEARS FROM PRESSURE. TO THE PERSON ABOVE THE NAKED-EYE CLOUDS WHO CONTROL OUR LIVES, PLEASE GIVE ME TIMW TO REST. I HAVE 2 COMMISSIONS I HAVEN'T DONE, I HAVE TP BUY SEWING MATERIALS AND I HAVE TO GET A HEAD START AT MY HISTORY OR ELSE I'LL FAIL HORRIBLY FUE TO MY BAD MEMORY AND NOT BEING ABLE TO UNDERSTAND MOST OF THE SHIT I WRITE BECAUSE IT'S IN TAGALOG.
          
          I DON'T EVER HAVE TIME TO WRITE OR DRAW ANYMORE AND I FEEL LIKE A MACHINE. 

Umm updates on my lmk oc book will be slow bc of school, but I'll be sure to try and write if I can though!

I WON FIRST PLACE I WON FIRST PLACE AHHAHAHAHHAHHHGH (for context, out of all the feature writers in my school I'm the youngest) SBSJSBSJSNJS

I SAID IT WRONG ITS NOT A TOURNAMENT, ITS A CONTEST. WE WOULD GET TIMED AND BE TOLD WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT AND WE WOULD WRITE DOWN OUR PERSONAL OPINIONS. IM F4CKED  (it's Thursday night for me rn and I'm so f'ing stressed and nervous. I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER MY COACHES SURNAME WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE WHEN IT SAYS "coach name" OR SOMETHUNG WTF) 

I NEED HELP I SIGNED UP FOR JOURNALISM AND ON FRIDAY (it's Wednesday for me rn) WE HAVE A JOURNALISM TOURNAMENT, ITS IN ONE OF TJE BIG, PUBLIC PLACES AS WELL AND I HAVE NO IDEAS IN MY WRITING WJEJNWHWJSBSBWNEI