I got one thing right.....you.

Know what MJTK, FUCK YOU. Fuck you and your stupid ass fucking threats. Fuck the fact that you can move on THE SAME FUCKING DAY. God you’re such an asshole I don’t know how I didn’t fucking see it. You mentally and verbally abusive, girlfriend controlling, self-obsessed, baby-mama-drama-lovin’-assclown. You’re such a prick and I hope y’all both enjoy having the baby mama drama. Your new ‘thing’ got a mf kid you asswhipe. You yourself got a kid you fucker, a kid you gave up on, a kid you don’t try seeing. How you gonna make your own kid, then ditch that kid to go be with someone else’s kid? You swear up and down that you tried and tried to see Maya, but not once in the 4 months that we dated did you show me any effort. You had people taking pity on you and tryna help you be they ‘know you’re a good person’ no nigga, they know the fakeness you show them. You were provided sooooo many different ways to fight to Maya, but did you? No. You gave up and started making idle threats bc that’s all you’re good for. You don’t give a shit about anyone else but yourself and you don’t give a shit about anything else but getting laid. Whiiiiich with your like 4 inch idk man ‍♀️ If you cared like you claimed you did you would’ve fucking cared about others and their feelings and you wouldn’t have fucked your girlfriend on the first day we were together. I wasn’t ready and I told you idk if I was ready, but you still did it asshole and then claimed I said I was ready. You’re a fucking douchecacaone. 
          Once you actually learn the words ‘I’m not sure’ you’ll go aloooooooot further in life than working at a pizza place less than 2 miles down the road from you’re ex. WHO HELPED YOU GET THAT JOB MIGHT I MOTHERFUCKING ADD. I helped you get that job, bc why? Bc you wanted something close to me so you could see me when you got off work. God I really understand what everyone was saying now, you really are an unattractive chubby ass piece of shit who has no respect for women in his life.

August 7th. I’ll be 18. 
          August 20th. I’ll be returning from Ohio.
          August 21st. I’m moving out of my parents house and moving in with my boyfriend. Busy month. That’s not even half the shit, that’s just a tiny part of the things I need to do in August. Fuck man.

So when you and your best fucking friend get reunited after two years you can kinda figure there’s gonna be tears. But holy fuck Ray I didn’t think there’d be that many tears. I looked like I belonged in a mental help place, like I was dancing in my seat when I found out I was gonna see you then I started crying and then I seen you and I ran over to you and hugged you so hard we almost fucking fell. God I wish someone would’ve recorded it, I really do. I started crying harder into your shoulder when I felt how small you’ve gotten, normally it’d be how big, no you were smaller than I remember. Got there was laughter there was tears, mom thought I was insane, Nana Linda was used to it be we were always like that. It was just a reunion for lunch, but i didn’t want that lunch to end. I miss you so much Ray, I love you and the girls. I love you all, hopefully I next visit I can see y’all again. I love you guys 

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