To those who have siblings, I have realized that when my big brother probably around 16 or 17, I was only a newborn so he didn't exactly live with me for my life like a roommate, unlike some other siblings who do.
I have examined that I yearn the opposite of what SOME other siblings don't, I yearn to have a life with my big brother every day but at the same time, I realized that even though I wish he and I were not at such a big age gap between us, I'm happy that I can spend with him when he has the moment. I'm enjoying it when he calls/messages me out of the random. It means so much more than I would have predicted.
I'm just getting emotional by just writing this but I really would love to hear your feelings about living with or without a sibling.