Just a small town girl. Living in a lonely world. I am pretty lonely, because I only have a few friends. Plz help.

 Should I see a doctor for my issues, or just let them bubble up and leave them to fester? Cause I'm pretty sure my mind's telling me no, so I'm just wait until it gets worse. 

Also, I would willingly let Deanmon destroy me in bed. I mean, he has a shit ton of sex appeal, ok he may be a bit reckless but if he really falls for someone, then he would find and destroy anyone who hurt the woman that he loves. 

I have an obsession with the hottest pirate known to humankind, he may be fictional, but I love him. And that man is Killian Jones