N.R Creations

Thank you so much for the update, love. I'm so excited and can't wait to read it ♥️

BOOM! Nova’s back!
          
          It seems things never go quite the way I plan, so it’s time to do things a little differently. For a while, I thought I had to follow a strict process to get my stories in print—a process that seems designed more for people who don’t have full-time jobs or struggles with mental health. Ha! Anyway, let’s get to the point:
          
          To get Perpetual Rain published one day, I figured I needed to hide Perpetual Rain’s rewrite, keeping it behind closed doors because, well, who would buy a story that’s already public? But who decided those rules? I’ve realized that “closing off” and trying to write alone, without feedback, just isn’t working. I thrive on energy and enthusiasm from readers, and when I’m not engaging, it’s like I’m fighting against my own creativity.
          
          So, let’s change that! Perpetual Rain’s new revision is now live on Wattpad. It’s just one chapter for now, and I can’t promise when the next will drop. Working the front desk at a veterinary clinic can be pretty exhausting, but if I don’t start sharing more, I think I’ll stay in this perpetual loop of distress over my writing.
          
          Will you help me refine the story? :D

Ah man, it's been way too long. I've been trying to think of the right thing to say to explain why I've been gone but I don't have them. 
          
          I think about this page, my writings, my readers, every day. But depression is a crazy thing, and mental illness is something that can consume you, as it has (and continues to) ravage me. I moved to a new state, my friend is sick, my cat of 13 years died, money is tight, and my motivation and creativity remained locked behind heavy walls of anger and grief. I'm hanging by a thread some days and it's hard. I'm trying to find my kicking-off point to return, but every time I do something else in my life goes wrong.
          
          As it stands, I can't think of what direction 'Carnage' should be taking. I think that the inability to figure out the story's next step is what caused the writers block. I've held myself to a standard not to release another story till the one I'm currently working on is finished. I completed three books this way. However, I believe now it's causing me to freeze in place. I almost released a non-fanfic book alongside 'Carnage' while I tried to figure out how to continue Carnage, but ultimately I feared not finishing 'Carnage' first would upset some readers. But, I can't imagine how many readers I've lost just because of this slump I've entered.
          
          I think of writing every single day. My mother granted me the love to write before her passing. We shared many stories. My grandfather encouraged me to follow my author dreams after the loss of my mother, just before I lost him too. Perhaps I'm scared of failing him, or disappointing her by not producing stories that are 'good enough'. They were my family, all I had, how can I keep writing when it feels like pages of my story were ripped out of the book? Who I am is why I write the way I do. Sorrow and Macabre are genres that litter my stories.
          
          All this to say ultimately, I am here, and I am trying to come back to you all. Please don't give up on me. <3

Hello! Just letting you know Perpetual Rain is a freaking masterpiece and really close to my heart. It is one of the earliest books I read when I was new in here . I'm so glad that I witnessed such mesmerizing writing of yours.

hey novaine rose i really like your work i hope you continue your wrok cause all the army here like them thank you
          
          
          
          ...hyunah

Happy Holidays, Everyone! Nova here popping up to let you know I'm okay. The end of this year has given me its fair share of grief, and I'm still working through it. I also moved to a new state within the US and have been dealing with that. Finally settling in, I've been gearing up to return to writing, but my holiday gift this year was a cold, so I'm sick. I think I'm at the end of it and hoping by the new year I'll be ready to start again. 
          
          I'm sorry I continue to make my readers wait, but sadly writing can't be my full-time job right now. (Fingers crossed for the future) I value every single one of you and I hope your holidays are magical. I'm excited to return. <3 
          
          Stay happy and healthy! <3

Nova update: Once again I've been thrown off track from writing do to health conditions of those I love. Someone very important to me was given a bad diagnosis and I need to help them be content again. I'll get back to my writing as soon as things have settled. Thank you for your patience. 

*Author happy dance* I might be able to finish writing a chapter today! Sometimes I can't decide what to type when depression calls for me. It's like standing in a black void, and it's too dark to write. For those that may be struggling now, just one single step in the right direction still feels amazing. If all you can do is take one step today, that's more than enough. If you struggle to maintain your passion, just know if it's meant for your soul, you'll find your way back to it in time. I'm feeling happier today, proud of myself for writing even if it's just a little. Thank you for your encouragement and time. Because of all of you, I get to experience a different side of writing that makes me love it even more! Getting to interact with people reading my stories? INSANELY AWESOME! It's like you're entering this little world I created in my mind and I'm delighted to have you along for the ride!

Nova checking in! I believe my mental health is improving, and I feel like I might be starting on the right track again. Please know I'm here, I'm trying desperately to dive back into my stories and share them with you again. I'm HONORED that you all would be willing to wait for me. I value you so much, please know that.

Nova, checking in! I wanted to make some smart-educated post about the fact that I haven't updated recently, the reasons why, my apologies and guilt for being gone, and how much I appreciate all of you for staying with me. But words aren't coming easily for me right now. Just know I am still here even if I haven't updated. I'm always a comment or message away. Thank you for being so patient with me. I won't ever abandon an unfinished story.